Chapter 1200: She Is Desperate for Marriage

After applying, she tore off another piece of ointment and gently applied it to his wound.

"Thank you..." Ye Hao turned around with a faint smile on his lips.

In fact, he felt very happy at this moment. She would be by his side, accompanying him and taking care of him, just like before.

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At night, He Xiyan returned to her bedroom.

It was a very spacious bedroom, more than 60 square meters. In addition to some furniture, there was also a newly bought guzheng in the bedroom.

She had never learned music since she was a child and had no talent for music.

She saw some parents learning this instrument and recording videos and posting them to their friends from time to time. She thought it was quite interesting, so she bought a guzheng on a whim.

However, she only took a few lessons, the music was out of tune, and she only knew one or two of the simplest fingerings, and she couldn't play it well, so the guzheng became a decoration.

The nanmu guzheng worth tens of thousands of yuan actually had a bit of bookish air when placed in the room.

When He Xiyan was upset, she would go up and play it twice. Guzheng is a beautiful instrument. Even if you can't play it, it will make a pleasant sound just by plucking it casually, just like the feeling of a small bridge and flowing water, which can calm people down.

He Xiyan sat next to the zither, put one hand on the strings, and plucked a few notes at random, a very simple children's song "Jasmine".

But she didn't remember the score, so she only played two sentences.

Of course, she couldn't calm down because she was upset.

She turned on her phone and clicked on an anonymous parent group. She found that there were many people chatting in it. She flipped through the chat records and found that it was a woman asking other parents for help.

The woman wanted a divorce because her husband had a little lover outside. The two were in a hot relationship. Her husband often stayed out all night, which made her suffer mentally. But the woman's 14-year-old son firmly opposed his parents' divorce and threatened his parents, saying that he would jump off the building and commit suicide if they divorced.

The woman had no choice but to continue this painful marriage.

He Xiyan looked at these chat records, which made her feel very depressed.

She also read the advice of other parents. Most people advised women not to divorce. If they wanted to divorce, they should wait until their children were 18 years old and took the college entrance examination before divorcing. Otherwise, the children would be stimulated and become extreme.

Others advised women to turn a blind eye, saying that all men in the world are the same. No one would cheat when they have money. Just pretend not to know and just get the money.

Some even advised women to dress up well and win back their husbands' hearts.

He Xiyan threw her phone aside. Whenever she heard or saw such stories, she felt uncomfortable because many of them were things she had experienced.

She had been through two marriages, and she had encountered almost all the common problems in marriage: extramarital affairs, domestic violence, fertility difficulties, mother-in-law and daughter-in-law conflicts, family concepts...

These problems once made her breathless, and even now, every time she thought of them, she felt depressed and didn't want to be anyone's wife or daughter-in-law anymore.

She actually knew that whether it was Ye Hao or Mo Yixuan, including Jiahang, they were sincere to her, but she didn't think she would be happy if she was really with them.

Even if Ye Hao treats her so well now, she doesn't think that if they really get together, they can grow old together.

This is the good thing that can't be obtained.

She now feels that this sentence pierces her heart.