Chapter 402 It Turns Out that It’s My Heartbeat (4)
"It was a mistake, just like four years ago, I was drunk."
"So, let's just forget about each other that night, just like that night four years ago!"
Ji Yi felt that at this moment, she was in so much pain that she was already numb both physically and mentally. She thought, this is fine, it would be best if she hurt herself to death. She deserved it. Who could let her be so half-hearted, like one person but still care about the other!
As if it had never happened, it was a mistake... He spent all his love with her that night, holding her in his arms and sleeping the only peaceful sleep he had in these years. It was such a precious night for him, and it was such a precious night for her. Say, it was a mistake I wish had never happened.
And it's still the same as four years ago...drunk...what is the same? Did she mistake him for He Yuguang again?
Ji Yi hasn't answered the question he just asked, but he doesn't dare to ask.
She said to forget her. She was deeply engraved in his heart when he saw her back many years ago. He remembered every bit of her so clearly, how could he forget it?
At this point, Ji Yi felt like he was endorsing: "Besides, you also have a girl you like. It would be the best ending to treat what happened that night as if it didn't happen."
He likes girls, it's her... Just as these words emerged in He Jichen's heart, he heard Ji Yi's voice again: "If you want, we can continue to be friends. If you feel that what happened is embarrassing , then we will be bosses and employees and keep a certain distance..."
Keep a certain distance... He finally became good friends with her, will everything go back to where it was before?
He wanted to tell her today that he liked her...but her last few words made him afraid to even speak.
He loves her, but is afraid to tell her that he loves her.
He was afraid that confessing would mean saying goodbye, and he was afraid that she wouldn't even give him a chance to be friends... He was just so worthless, and in the world where he loved her, he was just a coward, an extremely weak person.
Because, rather than losing her, he is more afraid of losing her completely.
In the tea room, music is always playing.
After the last song ended, the room was quiet for about five seconds, and new music started playing. The familiar melody and lyrics made him and her fall into silence.
The song that sounded in the tea room was actually the song "A Few Miles Around" that he sang on her birthday.
When the lyrics came to "There's no point in forcing it. I'm not very selfish, I'm getting more and more sensible. Loving you is just my business." He Jichen came back to his senses.
On the night when they were having dinner outside the building, if he hadn't happened to show up, even if he had stopped the fat man, he would have told her that she was the "Coke Girl" he was looking for when he made a fuss all over the school.
The fat man asked him why, and he said he was afraid that his liking would become a problem for her.
He was really becoming more and more sensible on her way. Even at this moment, he didn't want to force her. He knew that loving her was only his business, but he still racked his brains and thought for a long time. I thought of something to save him: "But, that night, I didn't take any measures, and you might get pregnant, so you really..."
He Jichen paused, and after a short while, he completed his sentence: "...Don't I need to be responsible?"
Ji Yi shook her head, "Don't worry, you won't get pregnant."
Just when He Jichen was about to say "just in case", Ji Yi spoke again: "I took the morning sickness medicine."