Chapter 401 It Turns Out that It’s My Heartbeat (3)
But doesn't she like Brother Yu Guang? Why is she still attracted to He Jichen?
Isn’t it said that when a person really likes another person, he will not like other people again?
Why can she let He Jichen come into her heart even though she has Brother Yu Guang in her heart?
Is it possible that there is a relationship in it that is her delusion?
Ji Yi instinctively pursed her lips and thought seriously in her heart.
She would feel pain in her heart if He Yuguang was no longer in her life. She would also feel pain if He Jichen was no longer in her life.
This shows that she cares about both men.
What happened to her? How come you have feelings for two men?
Ji Yi on this side was extremely conflicted.
He Jichen, who was sitting opposite her, was still immersed in her unthinking reply of "I can't accept it."
As early as that night, he failed to control himself. When he slept with her, he had already thought about being responsible for her.
In fact, he knew in his heart that she might not need his responsibility, especially when he woke up the next day and knew that she was avoiding him, he already knew it in his heart, but he still insisted on finding her and telling her. Be responsible.
But as he expected, she rejected him...
He Jichen lowered his eyes, hiding the gloom in his eyes, and waited until the sadness in his heart dissipated before speaking out: "Is it because of my brother?"
He Jichen's sudden words startled Ji Yi. Her fingertips trembled reflexively, and then she realized belatedly that she had wandered away while talking to He Jichen.
There are some things that he actually doesn't dare to ask because he's afraid that he'll hear answers that he doesn't dare to face.
But at this moment, he couldn't help but ask.
He Jichen didn't dare to raise his head and look at Ji Yi. He was afraid that she would see the sadness and grief in his eyes that he couldn't suppress: "Is it because you are having a fake marriage with him, or is it because..."
Before the next words were spoken, He Jichen felt a pain in his chest that made him unable to breathe: "...After so many years, you still like him?"
If she was just because of her fake marriage to He Yuguang and did not need his responsibility, then the matter would be simple. He could tell her that the person who faked the marriage to her was not his brother, but him. But if it was because she still liked Looking at his brother... He Jichen stopped thinking and did not dare to think further.
If he had asked her this ten minutes before she realized that she was attracted to him, she might have answered him, yes.
But now, realizing that there were two men living in her heart at the same time, she didn't know how to answer him.
I like Brother Yu Guang, not purely because I am attracted to him.
She was attracted to him, but not completely, because she liked Brother Yu Guang.
She doesn't deserve to say she likes Brother Yu Guang, nor does she deserve his responsibility.
Therefore, she had to follow the decision she made last night... She could no longer hesitate. Even if it hurt, she could only endure it. Who asked her to live her love life in such a ridiculous situation!
It's all her own fault, no one else is to blame!
Thinking of this, Ji Yi swallowed hard, ignored He Jichen's question, and spoke in the calmest manner: "He Jichen, let's just pretend that what happened that night never happened."
As Ji Yi spoke, his hands clenched into fists involuntarily.
In order to keep her voice from going out of tune and to ease the pain in her heart, she dug her nails into her palms.