Chapter 259 Hypnosis
Xiaoqi's father is either fooling around outside, or, when he gets home, he has not heard Xiaoqi's mother say a few words, and will impatiently say: "My parents know more than you, you just listen to them, they also For Xiao Qi's sake."
After that, I still go my own way, regardless of everything.
Xiaoqi's mother's countless pressures, bitterness, and complaints could not be vented by her husband, so she could only pour them all on her son Xiaoqi.
On the one hand, Xiaoqi knows that his mother is very hard, on the other hand, he also knows that his grandparents love him very much. Seeing the serious rift between his mother, grandma, and father, he can only be caught between the middle and the left and right.
"I feel like being at home is the same as being in prison." Xiao Qi lowered his head, "Isn't it just like being stared at and controlled in prison, without freedom?"
Ning Youguang said, "A home without freedom is indeed no different from a prison."
Xiaoqi said sadly, "Mr. Ning, I like reading books very much, especially books about philosophy. There is a Xinhua Bookstore next door to our house. I often go there to read books. There is a window in a corner. I I often sit on the back of the bookshelf, read books, look at the sky outside the window and think about the topic of life and death."
He went on to say, "It's not that I don't like going to school. There are classmates in the school, and I can relax after class. I just don't like the atmosphere in our school. The teachers are too strict and there is no freedom. I like to be free, and the school is like a big prison, and I feel like I can't breathe in it."
Ning Youguang said, "Have you ever thought that life is also a big prison? We all live in a super-large prison. We are alive, and many things cannot go as we wish, so the ancients said, 'Life is not as good as it is. Nine times out of ten, living in this kind of prison is indeed a very depressing thing, but many people don't know that they are living in prison, and they know how to eat, drink, and play every day. How to sleep, and then wait to die. But you are very smart, you know at such a young age that people are actually living in a super-large prison."
Xiao Qi's face was numb, "So, I don't think life is interesting."
Ning Youguang asked, "But there is a way to make us feel that life is meaningful, not just eating and waiting to die."
Xiao Qi asked, "What method?"
"When you know why you live." Ning Youguang said, "Actually, we are not completely free."
She changed the topic, "How beautiful this world is, there are stars all over the sky at night, blue sky and white clouds during the day, flowers and green leaves in spring, and golden ginkgo and sycamore leaves all over the street in autumn. You can see flying snow in winter. If you want, you can let yourself go anywhere at any time. If you don’t believe me, close your eyes and follow me to experience this beautiful world..."
Ning Youguang's voice gradually slowed down.
Xiao Qi closed his eyes.
"I don't know if you have seen peach blossoms in spring, touched the soft petals, smelled the sweet fragrance of flowers, and heard birds singing happily on the branches. But, I know, there must be There was a special time, it was a time you will never forget, maybe when you were very young, with the people you loved the most. I am sure, you must remember that time when the sun was shining on you The warmth of your body, the feeling of the breeze caressing your body, and maybe your happy laughter. All the details will be remembered slowly, every tiny feeling..."
Inadvertently, Ning Youguang used hypnotherapy to slowly guide Xiaoqi.
A smile gradually appeared on Xiao Qi's face, as if he had returned to a certain happy time in his life.
"All these good things that belong to you have always been hidden in the deepest part of your subconscious, and have never left you. You are free, but you never realized it before, and you are just trapped by the pain in front of you. You can bring yourself back to this wonderful time anytime you want. You can be at school, you can be at home, you can be anywhere and let yourself see this beautiful world at any time."
Xiao Qi slowly opened his eyes, his face full of joy.
She asked him gently, "How do you feel now?"
Xiaoqi said: "Just now I saw that when I was four years old, I was playing with my parents in the park. My mother looked at me very lovingly. The sunshine at that time was so good. I didn't arrive, but I still remember when I was so young What happened is very clear. Later, I thought of a problem. In fact, the world is not as bad as I thought before. In fact, I put that prison in my heart and locked me in it. "
"Yes, what is in your heart is what you see. If you have hell in your heart, what you see is hell. If you have heaven in your heart, what you see is heaven." Ning Youguang said to Xiao Qi agree.
At the same time, I secretly sighed in my heart that this boy who was only eleven or twelve years old could have such feelings.
He's really a smart kid.
"Actually, why isn't your school like this? Although the class is not free, you can learn a lot of knowledge in school, and it is this knowledge that makes your mind more free."
"Well, actually, I don't like going to school, because I feel that at school and at home, I'm being supervised all the time, so when my mother asks me to go to school, do my homework, and study, I think of my grandparents and grandma. Control." Xiao Qi said.
"That's why you started to vomit." Ning Youguang smiled, "That's why your stomach is so powerful, you can vomit whenever you want, look, I'm right, your stomach is your assistant , to help you not be controlled by your grandparents."
She brought a chair and put it in front of Xiao Qi, asked him to close his eyes, and said to him, "There is something sitting on the chair in front of you. It is your stomach. Have you seen it?"
Xiao Qi closed his eyes, nodded, and told her, "I see, a little boy, who looks like me, but a little younger than me, looks very unhappy, crying there."
She said to him, "Then you ask him, why are you crying?"
"He said he was very unhappy because home was like a prison, and he felt uncomfortable when he saw his grandparents. As soon as he went to school, he thought of his grandparents whispering in his ears again, that if he didn't go to school well, he would become a worthless person like his mother in the future. "
Xiao Qi told Ning Youguang, "If you die, you won't be tired, if you don't eat, you won't be tired." 1314