Chapter 1633 Despair of the World

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Apologies never bring the dead back to life.

It's like being overwhelmed by water.

Yun Hua fully understood Shen Zhiyi's mood, as well as her current world-weary mood.

She experienced being scolded by the whole society, the feeling of being alone and helpless, it was indeed very hurtful, even if it was reversed later, the whole society apologized to her, so what?

The harm that has been caused will not be eliminated by apologizing, the harm is the harm, and it will always exist.

What's more, not everyone would apologize to Shen Zhiyi after knowing that she was a victim. There were still some people who believed that the root cause of Shen Zhiyi's abuse by Peng Shuwei was that she was not pure in her own mind.

It was not a holiday at that time, Leiden Middle School was not on holiday, and she had to go to evening self-study at night, but she didn't go to evening self-study, but went to the movies. It is said that she went because a certain campus male god was also going. Watching the movie, if she doesn't go, Peng Shuwei won't have the chance to rape her, of course there won't be a fire, nothing will happen afterwards!

Or victim blaming, you got into trouble because you didn't play by the rules, because you gave criminals a chance...

In the situation where everyone apologizes to Shen Zhiyi in the general environment, there are still people who blame Shen Zhiyi so much, thinking that she deserves what happened to her, just like being harassed on the subway because you don’t wear enough clothes...

Needless to say, Shen Zhiyi, bystanders would feel uncomfortable, let alone Shen Zhiyi himself.

So Yun Hua could fully understand Shen Zhiyi's mentality of avoiding society and avoiding the crowd.

It's so normal.

It's just that Shen Zhiyi is currently receiving treatment at the Mental Health Research Center in S City, and she doesn't really want to see her.

It's not that I don't want to see Shen Zhiyi, but that I don't want to go to the Institute of Mental Health.

Just to see Shen Zhiyi, there is no one else suitable except her. After all, she and Shen Zhiyi are in the same class, and this time Shen Zhiyi cooperated with Bao Siqing's action plan very well, "suicide" perfectly, and perfectly concealed from PN She is grateful to Shen Zhiyi for both emotion and reason, so...

just go.

"Is Bao Siqing still busy?" Yun Hua asked Song Ci.

Song Ci nodded, "The follow-up finishing work is very complicated. Moreover, Chu Yu has found out some things, and he is following the clues, and there is still some interrogation work."

Yun Hua nodded and said nothing.

She took a deep breath and told Song Ci to drive directly to the S City Mental Health Institute.

The car stopped in front of the administrative building, Song Ci got down and opened the car door for her.

Yun Hua took a deep breath, took out his phone from his bag, and got out of the car holding the phone.

As early as more than 20 days ago, after the subway accident, after the PN stronghold was destroyed, the movement restrictions and confidentiality level on Shen Zhiyi had been lifted, and she could move freely and leave at any time.

But Shen Zhiyi was unwilling to leave.

And of course she is not a detainee of the research institute, so the area she is in is a sanatorium, a separate short-term convalescent ward. The environment here is very good and there are not many patients.

When Yun Hua passed by, Shen Zhiyi was sitting by the window reading a book. He looked peaceful and quiet, giving people a sense of the tranquility of the years.

As soon as Yun Hua stood there, Shen Zhiyi turned his head and looked over, as if he had a premonition.

When he saw Yun Hua, Shen Zhiyi closed the book in his hand and stood up.

Yun Hua also walked over, and the two of them looked at each other for a few seconds through the floor-to-ceiling windows. Shen Zhiyi turned around and opened the door for Yun Hua, "Please come in."

Yun Hua walked in and sat down on the window sill, "Are you okay?"

"Very good." Shen Zhiyi replied.

Wearing a white dress, with long black hair hanging loose, and no makeup on her face, Shen Zhiyi looks very pure and clean.

Her whole temperament has changed a lot, and Yun Hua even felt that she was a little less smoky, as if she was out of touch with the world.

"It's all over, thank you for your help." Yun Hua said softly, "If it weren't for you, the other party would not be so easy to be fooled, and the follow-up actions would not be so smooth. Their largest stronghold in the country has been destroyed. killed a lot of people."

"En." Shen Zhiyi nodded lightly, but didn't say much.

"If you don't want to go to school in China, you can go abroad." Yun Hua said, "It's not difficult to apply to go to high school or university abroad. You have helped a lot in this operation. If you apply, you should be able to Arranged for you."

"No, thank you." Shen Zhiyi shook his head without much thought.

Yun Hua looked at her, "Why?"

"I don't want to go." Shen Zhiyi said.

"Is it because you don't want to go abroad, or you don't want to go to school, or something else?"

"I don't know." Shen Zhiyi looked out the window blankly, his eyes were empty, "I'm just bored, I can't cheer up anything, and when it comes to going to school, I feel uncomfortable and tired. I don't want to go to school, I don't want to go to school. Bearing the strange gazes from the outside world, one by one looked at me like a monkey, as long as I think of those gazes, I feel uncomfortable all over."

"It's inevitable." Yun Hua said, "It's like those stars, they're all the same."

"I don't know what I want to do either." Shen Zhiyi kept shaking his head, "It's as if all the goals in life have been lost all of a sudden, let's muddle through."

"What did you want before?" Yun Hua asked, "Is the previous goal no longer attractive to you?"

previous goals?

Shen Zhiyi was in a daze.

What was her previous goal?

She lived in her uncle's house, and all she received was the education and nurturing from her uncle and aunt. They told her that if she wanted to become a master, she had to change her class, and the best way was to marry someone from the upper class. Husband, you are entering a wealthy family...

All her education, learning etiquette, interpersonal communication, flower arrangement, tea art, piano... She has learned all the elegant things, and she has even been learning how to show the charm of women of different ages and stages!

All of these are preparations for marrying into a wealthy family.

But now, this goal... seems so feeble.

It was because she wanted to get close to Tan Shaoning and to watch a movie with Tan Shaoning again that she went to the cinema, was blocked in the bathroom by Peng Shuwei, and was forced by Peng Shuwei after the fire broke out... ...and then be insulted by the whole society...

Shen Zhiyi didn't know if she regretted it or not, she only knew that she was bored.

Now she is not interested in marrying into a wealthy family at all, she doesn't even know what she is interested in, it seems that everything is boring and can't attract her attention at all...

She is not interested in anything, she just wants to sit quietly and be alone...

She knew something was wrong with her, but she didn't want to correct it, and she didn't want to change it at all...