Chapter 1658: Given and Deprived

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What does the disappearance of this "gut feeling," or "talent," mean?

Yun Hua was lost in thought.

When this "talent" came for the first time and became clearer and clearer, her whole body resisted. She hated those dark things and the violence she felt from the depths of human nature.

She herself is not a person who can radiate sunshine. Only she knows how heavy the darkness and violence in her heart are.

When this "talent" is intertwined with the darkness in her heart, she will always resist uncontrollably, and will work hard to pick herself out so that she will not be affected by the images that appear in her mind.

But it is impossible not to be affected, and her mood will still be gloomy. The impact of those cases on her heart can be said to be huge.

In fact, psychological interference is like this. People with a sunny heart can always resist more darkness and appear stronger, while people who are not warm enough in their hearts are more likely to be affected by negative emotions.

Yun Hua thought of himself again.

Since her rebirth, her state of mind has changed tremendously.

From being angry at the beginning to calming down slowly, she made a lot of efforts. Just when she thought she had calmed down, it turned out that she was not that magnanimous, nor could she laugh off the bullying in her previous life.

Especially when she fell into self-denial, she happened to meet Ouyang Mu, the rose god of death. At that time, she was even willing to die in Ouyang Mu's hands!

She can say with dignity that she chose to be killed by Ouyang Mu in order to provide evidence to the police to arrest Ouyang Mu, but in fact she knew that she really had no desire to survive at that time, she really wanted to die ...

Later in the hospital, Bao Siqing asked Zhou Shengbeiqian to chat with her, and told her a lot.

Yun Hua didn't ask, but she knew in her heart that Zhou Shengbeiqian came to give her a psychological evaluation. As for the result of the psychological evaluation, Bao Siqing didn't tell her, but she knew it herself, it was nothing more than depression.

Although she appeared very happy, positive and energetic, these appearances are not evidence of her mental health.

In fact, psychological depression has always put great pressure on her. The more she resists, the more she smiles happily to the outside world, and the more active she lives... The fear and turmoil in her heart become more frequent. The more difficult it is to suppress.

Since when did her heart begin to settle down?

After thinking about it, Yun Hua couldn't give an exact time.

seem……

It seemed that she started to struggle when she fell in love with Bao Siqing.

Then, Bao Siqing suddenly ignored her and even started a blind date. She couldn't suppress her restless heart.

Then, when she heard from Zhou Shengbeiqian that Bao Siqing deliberately distanced herself from her because he was worried about his own problems. After all, there was a 5-year age difference between the two of them, and she was still young at the time...

At that moment, she was ecstatic. It turned out that this liking was not her own wishful thinking.

Her biological age is young, but she was born again, her mental age is older than Bao Siqing!

Later, she really got together with Bao Siqing, and they talked about a platonic love...

Probably at that time, her heart gradually fell to the ground, like a plane circling in the air, unable to find its direction and about to run out of fuel, finally found the landing point, and finally landed safely...

He brought her an endless sense of security and cared for her fragile and sensitive heart.

Her uneasiness began to be dispelled continuously.

The haze in her heart also continued to dissipate.

The sun finally broke through the barrier and shone into her heart.

Yun Hua suddenly smiled slightly.

She thinks she understands.

Her "talent" comes with the haze. The more restless, violent, gloomy, and depressed her heart is, the stronger her "talent" will be, and she herself will be affected, and she will lose herself in this emotion , and even become like those perverted people. She has not forgotten that perverts such as Ouyang Mu, Shen Yang, and even Mi Yue once said that she is their kind, and one day, she will become like them, becoming a bloodthirsty The metamorphosis.

On the contrary, her heart is becoming more and more stable. When she no longer needs to face the world with fake smiles, when she can truly enjoy life as she pleases, it also shows that the haze in her heart has really been dispelled. The darkness also tends to be peaceful. At this time, her "talent" will weaken or even disappear...

Yes, that's it.

The more stable her heart is and the more complete her life is, the more her "talent" will be weakened or even disappear; on the contrary, the more turbulent and cloudy her heart is, the stronger and clearer her "talent" will be .

Yun Hua didn't feel sorry for losing this "talent". After all, she didn't really want to develop into a detective.

To some extent, her "talent" is similar to "mind reading". In fact, it is not a gift, but a burden.

Now this kind of "talent" is gone, which is also very good.

Yun Hua let out a long sigh of relief.

...

After Bao Siqing's wound was treated, he was still in a coma.

The beds of the two of them were next to each other, and Yun Hua was lying on the bed, holding his hand...

Not long after the anesthesia for the operation wore off, Bao Siqing woke up.

Yun Hua immediately offered a big smile.

Probably because she smiled so brightly, Bao Siqing was stunned for a rare moment.

Yun Hua took the opportunity to admire someone's rare stunned look, stretched out her hand wrapped in rice dumplings, and poked his forehead.

"Are you still uncomfortable?" Yun Hua looked at him and asked, with tenderness in his eyes.

Bao Siqing's stupefaction was destined to be only for a moment.

"It's all right." His voice was a little hoarse, the sequelae of a high fever.

Yun Hua looked at his hands, and without hesitation, he rang the bell to call the nurse over, poured Bao Siqing a glass of warm water, put a straw on it, and asked him to drink some water.

The nurse didn't dare to push him so hard. Hearing that Bao Siqing had woken up, she quickly asked the doctor to come over and give him some routine checkups.

He had just woken up, had just experienced an infection and a high fever, and Yun Hua didn't want to bother him with other things.

After another day, his infection didn't continue and he didn't have a fever anymore, so his condition has stabilized.

Yun Hua didn't want to say anything at first, but he couldn't be idle.

After a few hours of sleep, I wake up and have to work with my laptop.

Yun Hua heard from the nurse that he was here with her when she didn't wake up, but he still didn't forget to work.

Annoyed, Yun Hua asked the nurse to come over and take away his computer!

Concentrate on recuperating!

This is what he taught.