Chapter 942: Not Stubborn, Just Waiting (8)
The exhausted Cheng Weiwan took a spoon and ate fruit while sighing: "Brother Yinan, whoever marries you will definitely be blessed with eight lifetimes of cultivation!"
"Do you want this blessing that you have cultivated for eight lifetimes?"
Lin Yinan's voice was a little low, and Cheng Weiwan didn't hear it clearly: "What?"
Lin Yinan, who realized what he had said, replied "Nothing", then stared at Cheng Weiwan who was eating fruit for a while, and then asked aloud: "Wanwan, you can fool yourself and others, but You can't lie to me, I know that the real reason why you agreed to such a deal with him is not what you said to me at the supermarket door."
"I know that Han Han is part of the reason, and part of the reason is that you still have him in your heart, right?"
Cheng Weiwan stopped eating the fruit and stared at the fruit without making a sound.
"You gave birth to Hanhan, not because you couldn't let go of this child, but because you couldn't let go of him. If you really gave up on him, how could you be willing to keep his child? You could obviously take the child and leave. But you stayed in BJ all the time because he was in this city. You obviously could not let Hanhan know that he was Hanhan's father, but you took his photo and told Hanhan that this was Dad... From the bottom of your heart, you have never thought about letting Hanhan recognize another man as your father... Tell me, if this is not still in love, what is it? "
Cheng Weiwan still didn't speak, but the strength of her grip on the spoon was slowly increasing.
"Wanwan, I know these are your pain points, and you are never willing to face them, but you know that running away cannot solve the problem. I'm afraid that you are willing to stay with him because you still love him. , you are the best girl in the world in my heart. You are talented and can write touching stories. You deserve better, and you are not worthy of ruining yourself like this. So I really want to know, did you promise him that? Is this an unreasonable deal because you are still stubbornly holding on to your heart that you can continue to be with him?"
"Wanwan, I don't have any other intentions. I'm afraid that if you persist in not realizing it, you will still hurt yourself in the end."
"I really don't want you to experience such a tragic scene again after giving birth to Hanhan..."
"Brother Yinan..." Cheng Weiwan, who had been silent for a long time, spoke softly and interrupted him: "...Have you ever heard such a sentence?"
"You only need two things to forget someone, time and new love."
"Some people may choose a new love to forget, but I just chose time."
"Brother Yinan, I know that I shouldn't love him, but do you know? He is the only person in my world who dares to love."
"I really love him, that's why it's hard for me to get out, but that doesn't mean that I'm irrational, I will be so stubborn that I'll let myself be like that!"
"I admit that what I said to you in the supermarket was a lot of ridicule, but he was not completely ridiculing. I did tell myself that. Hanhan is the only important person in my life now. , I can do anything for Hanhan, and Han Zhihui..."
"...I'm not obsessively waiting for him to fall in love with me, I'm waiting for myself..."
Lin Yinan frowned when he heard this.
Waiting for herself, what are she waiting for?
He didn't speak, so she spoke quietly again: "...wait for when the self who loves him will stop loving him."