Chapter 622 The Discovered Marriage Certificate (39)
Why did she do it just for He Yuguang...
The following thoughts had not yet entered Ji Yi's mind, and all the thoughts that were going on in her mind stopped instantly.
She stared fixedly at the floor in front of her toes, and was stunned for a long time. Then, as if she had lost all strength, she slowly squatted on the ground against the door panel.
He Yuguang...the brother Yu Guang who gave her many times of warmth last year when she was most helpless; the one who appeared in her ward every month during the four years she was in a coma, the only one in the world. Brother Yu Guang who has not forgotten her; the brother Yu Guang who she had a relationship with He Jichen again in Shanghai because of her feelings for He Jichen, and faced his confession, she cruelly chose to abandon him... How could she forget about him?
When she refused He Jichen's responsibility and filed for divorce from Brother Yu Guang, it was because there were two men living in her heart at the same time, and she felt that she was not worthy of being with either of them, so she simply did not want either of them.
She knew that she would inevitably have contact with He Jichen because of work matters. She kept telling herself that her feelings for He Jichen could not be deepened, but how did things develop and develop? In the end, she only remembered He Jichen and completely forgot about it. He Yuguang, who was abandoned by her so decisively?
The strong guilt swallowed up Ji Yi in an instant as quickly as possible.
But He Yuguang was really kind to her back then, and she really liked him. He was He Jichen's brother. More importantly, she had been married to He Yuguang... Even if He Jichen wasn't married, she couldn't. On the premise that I have been married to my elder brother, I will marry my younger brother again!
Along with these thoughts, cruel thoughts flashed through Ji Yi's brain bit by bit. Self-blame, pain, confusion, and confusion, all kinds of complex emotions exploded in her body one after another.
The distance between her and He Jichen was not only the two red marriage certificates she saw in the office in the afternoon, but also his biological brother, Brother Yu Guang, whom she once liked.
This was not one chasm, but two chasms, which severely spanned between him and her, making him and her doomed to have no future and no results in their lives.
It hurts, it hurts so much, the kind of pain that goes deep into the bone marrow... But if it hurts again, what can she do? All she could do was endure it, like... She loved He Jichen so much that she couldn't help but love him so deeply that she could only love He Jichen quietly and passionately alone.
Ji Yi slowly buried his head on his knees.
She felt as if her heart was being tightly grasped and ravaged by a big hand. The pain was so painful that she couldn't breathe, and the hand she clenched into a fist began to tremble slightly.
She knew that she deserved this. Who made her like and fall in love with her brother? This was all her own fault!
She had no right to cry, but she still cried out loud...
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He Jichen had no idea how long Ji Yi had been gone.
He only knew that when he came to his senses, the sky that was originally filled with sunset lights outside the window had turned into pitch black.
His chest felt heavy, as if a stone was pressing down on him, making it extremely difficult for him to breathe.
He stood up, walked to the desk in a fugue, picked up the cigarette case and lighter from it, smoked a cigarette casually, lit it, and started smoking heavily.