Chapter 269 You Are Never Alone, You Still Have Me (4)

"Actually, I don't want to do this, but Brother Yu Guang, do you know? From the first day I joined the crew, I was hungry almost every day; I ate instant noodles until I felt like vomiting; I wanted to go to the bathroom, But there were people standing in the bathroom, so I didn’t dare to delay the filming, so I had to endure it. One time, until the end, I felt a pain in my lower abdomen. Later, I didn’t dare to drink water. This way I could go to the bathroom less often and avoid getting into trouble. , and then I started to get angry and nosebleeds..."

Reading such a long paragraph, He Jichen's mind flashed back to the instant noodles he saw when he entered her room for the first time in the evening and the bloody tissues in the trash can. His heart seemed to be gripped by something. He stopped and squeezed hard, and there were waves of dull pain.

Ji Yi probably hasn't finished speaking yet, as the words "The other party is typing" are constantly displayed at the top of the screen.

He Jichen hadn't recovered from the huge pain when another long text came in the dialog box: "I'm not a good man, and I can't let others bully me and remain indifferent. I just want to make my life easier." Some, so when I grabbed the opportunity, I made such a decision decisively.”

Brother Yu Guang, I have never thought about doing whatever it takes to get the upper hand, and I have never thought about fighting or arguing with others. I just want to protect myself, because if I don’t protect myself well, there will really be no danger in this world. No one is protecting me anymore. "

He Jichen always thought that he knew Ji Yi well enough. When he saw these words from her, he realized that the girl he liked actually had so much sadness and loneliness hidden in his heart.

The unspeakable heartache kept shouting and crashing inside his body, making his fingertips tremble slightly.

Ji Yi on the other side of the phone went silent after typing these words.

Maybe he was thinking about his own concerns, or maybe he was waiting for his reply.

He couldn't tell how much time had passed. It was probably one minute or ten minutes. He Jichen hadn't thought about how to recall Ji Yi. The screen of his phone suddenly lit up again. It was a message from Ji Yi again. Compare The previous words were long and long, but this time the words were particularly simple: "If you can live a simple life, who would want to spend all the effort?"

The blood on He Jichen's face quickly faded at a speed visible to the naked eye, and even his tight lips became a little pale.

He admitted that he became angry and violent after he found out she had hurt herself.

He couldn't understand her behavior. Is there anything more important than her own safety?

But now, he is full of heartache.

As she said, if you can live a simple life, who would want to go to all the trouble?

How desperate and helpless must she be to use herself as bait?

She was the girl he had remembered in his heart at first glance, just a figure, on the campus of No. 1 Middle School in Su City. He was the girl he had secretly vowed to protect her for the rest of his life, but by protecting her, he Why did the girl suffer so many grievances?

He Jichen's heart felt like it was being torn apart severely, with bleeding and endless pain.

He once thought that that night four years ago, when he had skin-to-skin contact with her, she called out the words "Brother Yu Guang", which made him miserable.

Only today did he realize that the more painful pain was her pain.