Chapter 238 If There Is No Obsession, How Can You Be Young? (8)

How do you say a word?

When a woman needs and is most helpless, the first person she thinks of to rely on is not necessarily the one she loves, but it must be the one who is very important to her.

But Qin Yinan was someone she loved and was also very important to her.

That man occupied all her emotions.

As for him, he doesn't ask for her liking, nor for being with her, but only for her to think of him when he is the most downcast, the most embarrassing, and the most lost.

However, just such a small request is just an extravagant wish.

Her heart will always be his pain.

At this time, she needs to be listened to, no matter how painful it is, he will work hard to be a perfect listener.

Su Zhinian didn't disturb Song Qingchun, and even took out a tissue and handed it to her.

Song Qingchun said "thank you", took the tissue, wiped his face, then took another sip of wine, and continued, "You know what? Brother Yi Nan was very good to me when he was young. He was bullied in kindergarten. He is always the first one to stand up and protect me. I was playful and lost, and he was also the first one to find me. Song Cheng didn’t take me to play. Even when I cried, he said he came to coax me the first time... ...He also said that he would treat me twice as well, and I really took it seriously...I always thought that he would treat me well for the rest of my life..."

"...So, after I found out that Song Cheng didn't commit suicide, I really felt dizzy. I rushed to the northern suburbs of the city immediately. I called Brother Yinan on the way, but no one Answer..."

"...After I arrived, I found out that Brother Yinan had returned to the city. The signal there was not good, and I couldn't make calls, so I rushed to the city, but halfway, the car broke down...I walked for a long time After a long distance, I found a place with a signal, and I finally got through to Brother Yinan. At that time, I felt like I saw a light in the darkness, but..."

When Song Qingchun said this, thinking of the scenes she heard when she called Qin Yinan, her eyes began to turn sore again, but the corners of her lips tried to lift up, and she passed Tang Nuan and Qin Yinan's intimate Those plots were simply brought up in a few words: "...he was with Tang Nuan. That's when I realized that I had been deceiving myself and others all these years. To Qin Yinan, I was never the one he wanted most. The person who takes care of me is my own wishful thinking, thinking that he will take care of me for the rest of my life..."

It was because she was too stupid and naive all these years, and never had the courage to face the truth.

If Qin Yinan really cared about her... When he saw her call, even if Tang Nuan picked it up, why didn't he call back?

So it's really time for her to wake up... However, no one knows how painful this awakening is.

After all, he was her everything... Such a parting, the pain is not weaker than the wrist bone.

"...Actually, when you called me tonight and asked me where I was, it was my most desperate moment. I am really grateful to you. If it weren't for you, I can't even imagine what I would be like now ..." Song Qingchun curled her lips and drank half a glass of red wine. She continued to talk, but he seemed to be staring at her patiently as if he couldn't hear enough.