Chapter 359 Ruan Ruan, That's Not Love

People who don't usually appear on the street rarely come out.

The night of the sunset is rare and lively, it is the kind of bustling bustle full of people.

Fortunately, the road chosen by Lu Shinian and Su Ruan was very quiet, and Lu Shinian specially arranged for people to clear the two sides, so at this time, the road they took was deserted. Nguyen is not seen by others.

It was rare that Su Ruan didn't pretend like before, she only wore a loose skirt, and was walking with Lu Shinian's support.

As she walked, she said to Lu Shinian, "I've been dreaming these days."

In other words, since she became pregnant, her dream has never stopped.

Always repeating the dream about the past life.

Those dreams seemed to remind her that she should not forget the past.

He shouldn't forget how she died, and he shouldn't forget Lu Shinian's almost perverted possessiveness towards him.

Any normal person would not be able to bear Lu Shinian's madness.

Occasionally she also dreams about events after her death.

Lu Shinian peeled off her heart, and took out the crystal nucleus of Zerg genes in her heart.

He put her crystal nucleus in the palm of his hand to play with, looking for her aura on that crystal nucleus.

She even used her own spiritual power to fuse with her spiritual power remaining in the crystal nucleus little by little.

At the end of the dream, Lu Shinian always detonated the crystal nucleus, blowing up the whole world, leaving nothing behind.

Without the Federation, even the empire that she didn't know about in her previous life was gone.

The whole space is empty.

Sometimes when she fell into a deep sleep, she always felt that she was trapped in a dream and couldn't struggle.

Fortunately, Lu Shinian would always wake her up in time, so that she finally woke up.

Lu Shinian naturally noticed that Su Ruan was not sleeping well recently.

He also thought of some methods, but unfortunately they were all in vain.

Su Ruan was able to take the initiative to bring up this matter, so he naturally answered happily: "What did you dream about?"

"Hmm..." Su Ruan paused, "I dreamed about the past."

"Before?" Lu Shinian's eyes flickered slightly, "Is it before a time and space?"

Su Ruan nodded.

Lu Shinian slightly tightened Su Ruan's big hand.

Let go again quickly.

"What did you dream about?" he asked in a low voice.

Su Ruan raised her head, looking at the bright moonlight above her head, her expression was in a trance for a moment.

"I dreamed that you in the past were not like you are now."

"Then what was I like before?" Lu Shinian asked following her words.

Su Ruan recalled Lu Shinian in the past, or in other words, Lu Shinian in his dream.

"Very paranoid, I wish I could be tied around my waist."

"I'm not allowed to do anything."

"As if I belonged to you."

Su Ruan paused, turned around, and looked straight at Lu Shinian.

"No, it should be said that you regard me as an indispensable part of your life or soul."

"You can't tolerate my fleeing, let alone my betrayal."

"You want me to do everything according to your idea."

"No, it's not a hope, it's a necessity."

That kind of paranoia that cannot be rejected is not the love she understands.

So she couldn't understand Lu Shinian's behavior, she ran desperately, and resisted desperately.

Then things got worse and worse, and finally reached the point of no return.

Lu Shinian listened quietly to Su Ruan's words, and after she finished speaking, he slowly opened his mouth and said, "If Ruan Ruan still has the same attitude as before, I think I will still be the same as before."

Su Ruan pursed her lips lightly.

"I know."

She lowered her voice, "But is that love?"

Lu Shinian held Su Ruan's little hand with both hands, and said firmly, "No."

"Ruan Ruan, that's not love."

He was so determined that he denied the self who once took Su Ruan as his own.

"Ruan Ruan, although you may not understand what I said."

Lu Shinian said seriously, "But please think about it carefully."

"The worm crystal of the zerg queen is in my spiritual sea, and you are the offspring of the accompanying king worm."

"The queen and the companion king worm have a genetic attraction, and they both have a strong possessive desire for each other."

"If it wasn't for the federal people to genetically modify Cheng Yushu back then, even if Cheng Yushu wasn't with the queen, he would definitely have a possessive desire beyond our understanding."

"Ruan Ruan, you are the treasure of the Zerg and the Federation. Your spiritual power can calm the mental riots of the Federation."

"My 3S mental violence can only be healed by you."

"My mental power only responds to your mental power."

"I can neither refuse nor resist the temptation of your spiritual power."

"Also, on the empire's side, the co-scheduling of our companion beasts is 100%."

"These, what I said, seem to prove that we are a natural pair, and they all show that we have a possessive desire for each other beyond ordinary people."

"But that's not love."

"It's just a kind of attraction that comes from our genes, from the spiritual sea, which we can't control."

As Lu Shinian said, he gently hugged Su Ruan into his arms.

"Everything in the past is not the expression of my love for you."

"I just can't help myself and want to take you as my own."

"Every part of my body seems to be clamoring that you and I should be one."

These are not love, so when did he fall in love with her?

Lu Shinian couldn't figure it out either.

"Ancient Blue Star has a saying that love goes deep without knowing where it starts."

"I think, I don't know when I fell in love with you, but before I knew it, the love became deeper and deeper."

He lowered his head and kissed her lightly on the forehead.

"Ruan Ruan, don't be afraid, I love you, so I will never treat you like before."

He coaxed softly and gave her all his tenderness.

Su Ruan's eyes were moist and hot, she wrapped her arms around his waist, and responded with a soft "hmm".

"I'm not afraid." She whimpered a little, "I'm not afraid of you at all now."

"and……"

She shrugged her nose, restrained her sobs, and raised her head with a bit of arrogance in her eyes.

"I still want to order you!"

"Don't hurry up and hug me, princess?"

"Didn't you see that I'm tired from walking? Hmph."

Lu Shinian responded repeatedly: "Okay, okay, hug my baby now."

He picked her up, carefully avoiding her pregnant belly.

After the two admired the moonlight for a while, Su Ruan became a little sleepy.

She nestled in his arms and fell asleep without knowing it.

Lu Shiqing gently hugged Su Ruan back home, carried her to the bed, rubbed her feet gently, and then hugged her to sleep.

Tonight, Su Ruan didn't dream anymore.

But what was rare was that Lu Shinian was dreaming.

He dreamed about things from his previous life.

No, not just past lives.