Chapter 2005 You Didn’t Want It to Become Real? (I)
Xue'er stood in front of the French window of the hotel, overlooking the night view of the entire B city.
Lan Yu stood behind her, speaking in a very gentle tone: "You seem to have not painted for a long time. You once said that creation can calm you down."
Xue'er still stood, she looked at the neon lights outside, and said lightly, "Lan Yu, after I painted that rainy night, I thought I had let it go."
She turned slowly and looked at him: "It turns out that I didn't."
His brows tightened a little, and his voice was flat but with a hint of imperceptible hoarseness, "ANN, do you want to go back to him?"
Xue'er's breathing seemed to stop, and she looked straight at him.
Lan Yu smiled gently, stretched out his hand and rubbed her hair, but she didn't move.
After a long time, she said carefully: "I want to go back to New York."
Lan Yu's expression became more gentle, and he smiled slightly: "I'll go back soon."
He walked forward, looking at the night view of B city side by side with her, and suddenly turned his head: "Go home with me tomorrow."
Go home?
Xue'er was a little stunned.
Lan Yu smiled faintly: "Is it strange? I didn't come out of a stone."
Xue'er still looked at him in confusion, not understanding why he hadn't gone home for so many years...
Lan Yu looked at her, smiled faintly, and reached out to touch her little head: "Okay, go to bed early!"
Xue'er turned her little face and looked at him, "Okay, you go to bed early too."
But Lan Yu didn't leave immediately. His black eyes kept staring at her, and under the crystal lamp, they looked bright and shining.
For some reason, Xue'er's heart skipped a beat, and she looked at him almost at a loss.
Lan Yu stepped forward and stood very close to her, just a hand could trap her in his arms. He lowered his head, his thin lips were very close to her ear, and he almost whispered: "Have you ever thought about being with me for real?"
Xue'er raised her eyes in confusion and stared at him for a long time without saying a word.
Lan Yu looked at her and laughed: "Scared?"
He said in a low voice: "I'm kidding."
"A little." She said honestly: "I thought you only needed a babysitter to take care of the child."
Lan Yu had a smile in his eyes: "I seem to take care of you too!"
She takes care of the child? She can only play with the child. He takes care of almost all other housework!
Xue'er's face was a little hot. She had to admit that she took advantage of Lan Yu by marrying him. He provided food and accommodation, and gave her a son to play with.
But she really loved Yi Shu. She also knew that if she filed for divorce, Lan Yu would not give Yi Shu to her. After all, he was his son, not hers.
Between Yi Shu and Ye Muyun, she instinctively chose Yi Shu——
A long time later, when she thought of the choice at this time, she couldn't help thinking that maybe this was motherhood, or maybe she could feel that Yi Shu had a blood relationship that she couldn't give up.
Lan Yu didn't say anything else, just asked her to go to bed early.
Xueer hummed, "I want to draw a sketch later."
He looked at her, his eyes looked very deep under the light, and after a long time, he smiled faintly and left.
Xueer stood for a long time, walked to the sofa, and picked up the sketchbook.
She hadn't drawn a sketch for a long time, it seemed like 8 years...I vaguely remember that she just didn't want to pick it up.
At this time, when she held the pen and wanted to draw Xiao Yishu, but after a few strokes, she was stunned.