Chapter 1535 Miscarriage and Menstruation (V)
She looked up, her eyes immersed in the water light. She wanted to hug him, but he blocked her thousands of miles away.
No matter how much he cared about her in front of others, in fact, only she knew that his heart was full of hatred and could no longer accommodate her.
He was extremely kind to her.
She stood in the deep night of winter. The days were approaching the New Year. Fireworks were set off from time to time outside the window.
The fire reflected his handsome face and the pain and struggle in his eyes.
She finally spoke: "An Lan, can you forgive me at that time..."
What she wanted was his promise, but he couldn't give it to her.
His voice was a little cold, "Liang Qiu, maybe I have misunderstood you these days."
He continued indifferently: "I said that we can't be together. You adapt well, don't you?"
She stood stiffly, listening to his words... one word at a time, knocking into her heart.
Yes, how could she be so naive? How could he forget his mother's death, how could he forget that she was Su Shicheng's daughter, how could he forget the handful of ashes she brought back.
She actually thought that he had forgiven her.
It turned out that she was not the one who confused him, but she was confused.
He has always been sober, always!
The indulgence he gave her was only what he was willing to give... The rest, it was true, there was nothing else.
Perhaps, he was more suitable for playing games than her.
She stepped back two steps, and her white toes rubbed lightly on the cold floor tiles twice. After a long time, she raised her head and smiled lightly, "I know."
She pretended to be relaxed, "Qin Anlan, I just did that because... I had dysmenorrhea."
"I know." His voice was deep, "How could Mr. Ye be so emotional!"
He put out the cigarette butt and looked at her deeply, "I'm leaving."
This time, he left without any nostalgia, leaving her in the dimness.
The fireworks outside the window were still burning, one after another...
The firelight illuminated her face. She stood in the cold, her body was very cold.
Finally, she cried like a child, crying loudly in the middle of the night.
She couldn't stop, she felt abandoned.
When Dr. Mei came over, she was startled, "Liangqiu, what's wrong with you?"
Looking at her bare feet, she felt distressed and couldn't help but blame, "You're already uncomfortable, and you don't take care of yourself like this!"
Looking at her, Dr. Mei probably guessed something and sighed, "Aunt Mei doesn't know why you are doing this, but I believe you love An Lan."
Holding her shoulders, he brought her into his arms, "Be strong."
Ye Liangqiu closed her eyes, tears never stopped. After a while, she slowly stepped back and squatted down slowly, "What should I do? I don't want to do that at all. I don't want to see him look at me with strange eyes, and I don't want to see him with others."
"But I still provoke his anger again and again!" She clenched her fists, "I thought I could hold it back, I wouldn't care so much, I'm sure he only has me in his heart...but I still feel uncomfortable."
It was so uncomfortable... Every step she took, she would face the risk of losing him completely.
He was already telling her that if she continued, he would really dare to have someone else.
She was confused for the first time. She wanted to do everything, but she realized her weakness.
If she takes a step forward, she is afraid; if she takes a step back, she is still afraid.