Chapter 1058 Change

As the gunner of the Narwhal, Lily and Charles have taken adventures at sea. They have traveled to many places, encountered various crises and faced various monsters.

But no matter how dangerous and terrifying it was back then, she had never felt such a sense of powerlessness.

She would rather face those gods herself, at least that way, she still has a very small chance of escaping, or dies or goes completely insane.

Instead of facing a group of twisted humanoid monsters that can't be killed or destroyed like they are now.

All the crew members on the ship rushed up and were killed by Lily's sunshine, and then the next cycle began to repeat the same mistakes again.

They are intelligent, and as they repeated over and over again, the crew members gradually adapted to Lily's attack style and responded to each other tacitly.

If it wasn't for Lily's strength being far stronger than them, maybe they would have succeeded long ago.

Although these things are disgusting and terrifying, Lily's crisis lies elsewhere.

This circular environment not only changed them, but also eroded Lily.

There is also an unknown cycle, the completely distorted and distorted companions outside, and this oppressive and dim environment.

It all coalesced into a powerful wave of self-destructive emotions that enveloped Lily.

The crew has already experimented, suicide will not solve the problem, and the dead will wake up in the next cycle.

When this strong self-destructive emotion cannot be vented, it begins to rot and deteriorate in this endless cycle, gradually covering Lily's shaky outlook on life and values.

Some terrifying thoughts that Lily had never thought of began to occupy her mind, and her body trembled involuntarily with fear.

"Ahhh!!" Lily screamed loudly with all her strength, and she rushed into the air and into the darkness, enveloped by the light.

At this moment she regretted it, she wanted her parents, and she wanted to go back to her warm home.

At this moment, Lily turned into a ray of light passing through the air, but all this was in vain.

After 40 minutes, with a bang, Lily returned to the deck again, facing the monsters in front of her again.

Lily, who seemed to be always cheerful, lost all the light in her eyes at this moment, like a pool of stagnant water.

"This woman can't hold it anymore! She can't hold it anymore!! Hahaha!!"

Seeing Lily's precarious appearance, the excited Captain Klass was the first to laugh out excitedly.

Lily, whose face was shrouded in fear, gradually curled up into a ball and began to fall into autism, and the soft light formed a light egg.

The crew members gathered around and began to lick the naked egg frantically, shouting all kinds of obscene language into it.

Lily didn't know how long it would take for her to become like these monsters, one year, two years, or ten years.

It seemed that no matter how long it took, in the end her ending was already doomed.

"Is there no other way?"

Lily twitched. Her expression is crying, but now she has no tears.

The past cycle has made her the only way to vent human emotions completely ineffective.

The cycle is still going on, Lily puts herself into the light ball every time, but the outer wall of the light ball is gradually getting thinner as time goes by.

"Mr. Charles!!" Lily in the egg shouted desperately with the last bit of struggle.

But with the passage of time, Lily found that this yearning for Charles was also constantly deteriorating.

She was gradually becoming another person, a Lily like the outsiders.

"Is it all over?" Lily thought to herself.

"If Mr. Charles encountered this situation, what would he do?"

"He will find useful resources in his hands to solve all this."

"But what's the use of this? In this case, is there anything I have at hand to resist this change? How is this possible?"

Lily in the ball of light sat up slowly, and started to make the last effort with the little will left.

She rummaged through the satchel at her waist carefully, but she still couldn't find anything that could break the situation.

Just as Lily searched numbly over and over again in despair, a round rectangular bottle fell out of her collar and dangled gently on her chest.

Lily remembered this bottle, which was given to her by the ship doctor Linda when she was leaving.

She said they could drink it if they wanted, it would bring back good memories.

The potion inside had already run out, and when she returned to the plane, Lily couldn't bear to drink a lot.

She uncorked the bottle, raised her head and poured it into her mouth.

The last bit of liquid in the bottle slowly slid down the smooth wall and into her mouth.

The moment the potion entered, Lily suddenly remembered, those feelings corroded by the endless cycle came back!

She recalled the days when she was adventuring with everyone, and the ideas corroded by loneliness and boredom also quickly recovered.

Lily's dead heart quickly burst into despair. Her heart began to recover.

But this feeling stopped halfway through, because a new cycle started again.

Ignored the crew members who were staring at them. Lily, who was so excited and trembling, quickly reached into her clothes and took out.

She took out the rectangular bottle with her body temperature again, the little liquid in it shook gently, and the potion she drank in the previous reincarnation came back again.

After so many years in this cycle of despair, Lily smiled for the first time, so happy and bright, she found a way to break the cycle.

The potion that Linda gave her back then is the key. With this potion, she will be fundamentally different from the monsters outside!

Lily raised her head and drank again without saying a word, and that wonderful feeling reappeared, she felt that everyone who had left was by her side at this time.

Every cycle, Lily will drink the potion as soon as possible.

Overlapping again and again, Lily felt her real self came back again. "I can hold on! I can do it!!"

The cycle continues, only this time no one is keeping track of the time.

It's been ten or twenty years, and the people on board are completely indifferent.

When the crew saw that Lily, who was about to collapse, had returned to normal, they suddenly became angry and cursed wildly.

They were very angry, and finally found a chance to relieve their boredom, so it was gone. But this kind of anger will eventually weaken slowly with the cycle.

Seeing that Lily hadn't become like them, the crew finally got bored and moved on to other things.

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly the cycle stopped.

After realizing this, Lily's mood was very complicated. She didn't even know which expression to use to face the situation.

After staying in that cycle for too long, she felt very strange to the real world she suddenly returned to.

And when the crew members discovered this, everyone's faces also showed ecstasy.

"We're out!! We're finally out!! Quick!! Quick!!"

Everyone pulled out their weapons as quickly as possible, and pulled the trigger on their own heads.