Chapter 1027 Painful Catharsis

Wang Xueying almost complained about everything in a roaring and crying manner, without stopping, without giving Shen Dapeng a chance to intervene, and without any regrets, "The two of us get along day and night in college, and every time I work hard, I feel that I have shortened my relationship with you." You have lost the distance, but you will run farther immediately. Every day, I don't know what you think in your heart. I can only work hard, hard, hard to guess, but... I can't guess.

I can't guess why you like Cao Mengyuan who already has a marriage contract and hasn't contacted you all the time; I can't guess what's wrong with me that makes you refuse my confession again and again; What kind of love do you want, what career do you want to do.

I think we love each other emotionally, I think we support each other in career, I think how happy our future will be, I think here! I miss it too! I want all of everything! Because I can't see you clearly at all, I can't figure you out, so I can only think, thinking wildly by myself. "

"..." This time, it was Shen Dapeng's turn to be speechless, not because he was afraid to face it, but because he had nothing to say.

Wang Xueying didn't know anything, she could only guess, so why not? Cao Mengyuan called him every few months, without any explanation, no affectionate words, no current living conditions, and no plans for the next few months , if Wang Xueying was wronged because she couldn't get it, Shen Dapeng was confused because she didn't know.

"Shen Dapeng, I am really fed up. I have never been a person full of negative energy and capricious, but during the time I liked you, I was like a very calculating little woman. I have to worry about you Will I like others and don't want me? I still have to worry about what I did not do well enough to make you hate me. I don't want to be a poor wretch who is so wronged that he can only cry. Now I am not myself at all."

Wang Xueying walked as calmly as possible from the bed to Shen Dapeng, and looked up at Shen Dapeng who was more than a head taller than her, her eyes were full of loneliness and resignation, "Today I only want you to tell the truth to me, what are you doing to me?" Do you have a good impression? Even a little bit is fine! I admit that you like Cao Mengyuan, but can you give me a chance to compete fairly with her? Instead of ignoring my sincerity like air?"

"..."

There was deathly silence in the room. Shen Dapeng didn't speak for a long time, his breathing became as fast as Wang Xueying's, and he looked down at the poor man in front of him who was so wronged that he was about to collapse.

Dozens of seconds of looking at each other did not increase the feelings and mutual understanding between the two. In the end, Shen Dapeng sighed deeply, and gently stroked Wang Xueying's somewhat messy hair, "I'm sorry..."

"Okay, don't say sorry, no one is sorry."

Wang Xueying pushed Shen Dapeng's arm away forcefully,

After wiping away the tears, I rearranged my hair and clothes, took a deep breath and exhaled forcefully, "The love I want is never begging for mercy, and I don't need to ask anyone for unobtainable love, and I don't need it to be indifferent." concern, you go, I'm going to sleep."

After finishing speaking, she turned her back to Shen Dapeng, but the tears that had just been wiped away fell down disappointingly, but this time she didn't want Shen Dapeng to see it, and she didn't want to use the pain in her heart as capital to win sympathy, let alone sympathy It can't change the love she thinks can be cherished like life.

"Good night."

Shen Dapeng said goodnight softly, moved to the door, and glanced at Wang Xueying who was still standing there without moving, and finally he chose to leave, which seemed to be a firmer rejection.

"Ah! Woohoo!!!"

The moment the door closed, Wang Xueying collapsed powerlessly on the ground, crying more hysterically and heart-piercingly than before, but just a few seconds later, she immediately pulled the quilt to cover her mouth and nose, covering her voice under the quilt Here, I hide the sincerity of giving in deep memory, and bury the experience of not knowing whether it is luck or suffering in the bottom of my heart.

Those who get it will be confident, and those who can't get it will be in turmoil forever.

From childhood to adulthood, whatever Wang Xueying wanted, her father and her sister would spare no effort to give it to her. Even her sister's favorite dolls, skirts, and high-heeled shoes, as long as she said lightly, after sleeping and waking up, the next day would be the same. Quietly and neatly placed beside her bedside pillow.

She couldn't figure out now whether her dissatisfaction with Shen Dapeng was just because she didn't get it? Swallowing sour and salty tears, alone quietly recalling the first meeting with Shen Dapeng.

Shen Dapeng is not ugly, and he can be said to be handsome, but he is by no means youthful and sunny enough to be able to charm the city with a smile; Shen Dapeng is also smart and wise, and being able to enter Shuimu University as a national liberal arts champion is enough proof, but that is just academics, and the long-term future There is no direct connection; Shen Dapeng can also seize rare opportunities to make money, but he likes to do things that others can't understand, waste collection stations, environmental protection laboratories, online shopping malls...

Wang Xueying always felt confused, and couldn't even understand what was so good about Shen Dapeng, so good that she could willingly let go of her superior dignity to beg for mercy, so good that she could secretly come to the county regardless of her sister's feelings, just to risk another life. A true confession at the risk of humiliation and rejection.

Could it be that all of this is unexplainable just because... I didn't get it? Or... can't get it?

Outside the room, at the door of the bedroom, Shen Dapeng quietly leaned against the door, listening to the sometimes clear and sometimes indistinct cries in the room, he felt as powerless as Wang Xueying in the room, but as long as Wang Xueying still cried, he was not too worried. Tears are the testimony of Wang Xueying's injury. Sadness is always inevitable, but when the tears are exhausted eventually, when you are tired, tired, and exhausted, you will eventually have no energy to vent with tears and cries.

Shen Dapeng came to the door of Jason and Mark's room absent-mindedly, knocked a few times and no one answered, and when he went to Tang Wei and Sun Dapaozi's room, no one opened the door for him. As for Li Zeyu and Lin Xiaoxiao's room, he would not Going to be a bright light bulb, and the midnight hour of Valentine's Day sweet talk, is not just a light bulb!

When I was still at KTV just now, Shen Dapeng considered that he would play very late and didn’t want to go home to disturb his parents’ rest. He thought about opening another room for himself. After asking, he found out that the room was fully booked as early as the afternoon Only the room where Wang Yuying usually lives on the top floor is left. Wang Yuying did not come back in the city, but it is not good for him to go to the room where girls usually live alone as a man, and the influence is not good.

Accidentally touched his pocket, found the key of the house, shook his head with a wry smile, it seems that the saying 'home is a safe haven' is true, no matter when, where, or what it looks like, only the door of home is always open unconditionally , and never give up.