Chapter 1620 Extra 2

"It's normal for you to think of him, and it's strange if you don't." Lan Qianyu said earnestly, "After all, you've only been separated for a few months, and that relationship can't just be let go."

"Maybe he put it down a long time ago." Qin Xiya smiled bitterly, "Maybe I'm the only fool who still misses him."

"Xiao Han is not such a fickle person." Lan Qianyu looked at her deeply, "However, Xi Ya, to say something cruel, I hope you don't blame me..."

"Is there anything we can't say between us?" Qin Xiya said coquettishly.

Lan Qianyu was silent for a while, then said heavily——

"Xia, there are too many gaps between you and Xiao Han, not only the impure feelings, but also family grievances. Although those things have nothing to do with you, they are all closely related after all. Xiao Han I know Han's character very well, he usually looks like he doesn't care about anything, but if he is really stubborn, he won't be able to pull back even a few cows..."

"I understand." Qin Xiya said sadly, "It is impossible for me and him in this life. Even if he really returns to New York one day, he will not be with me. What's more, he has been escaping from reality now , I think three to five years, he will not come back."

"Ah..." Lan Qianyu sighed long, and held Qin Xiya's hand, "Three years and five years, whether it is long or short, but it is the most beautiful youth of a woman, Xi Ya , don’t waste your youth for a man who doesn’t love you, there are many beautiful scenery in life, I believe, you will meet your own happiness!!!”

"Really?" Qin Xiya was a little confused, "Will it really happen? After these things, I can no longer believe in love."

Lan Qianyu was in a hurry, and said earnestly——

"A person's life cannot always be smooth sailing. There will always be one kind of suffering. If we encounter one thing and lose confidence in the future, how can we continue to live? A life without hope will become withered , doesn’t make any sense. Shia, you’re still young, and you still have a long way to go in life. Love is something that you can believe sometimes, but you can’t believe it. You have to believe it, and it will come to you!! !"

"You're right." Qin Xiya smiled slightly, "I won't be discouraged, thank you, Qian Yu!"

She didn't want Lan Qianyu to worry, that's why she said that, but in fact, her sad heart didn't feel hopeful because of Lan Qianyu's few words. .

"For things like love, just let it be." Lan Qianyu also understood that Qin Xiya's mood would not change easily, so she changed the subject, "Let's talk about the child, how is Xiao Tiantian? Are you in good health?"

"Tiantian is in good health." Speaking of her son, Qin Xiya had a smile on her face, "He was very weak when he was born and had various diseases, but after several months of treatment, he is almost on the verge of recovery. Try to take him out to play, he looks at the new things outside, he is very curious, a pair of clear big eyes looking around, it is very interesting."

"Hehe, yes, children just need to be taken out for a walk." Lan Qianyu smiled, "In the future, when the children grow up a bit, we can play together. Nowadays, the children are too lonely and live in villas. We don't have any playmates, we need to move around more."

"That's for sure." Qin Xiya nodded again and again, "Xiao Tiantian really likes your Qianyi, he is very excited when he sees Qianyi."

"Kids like to play with kids."

"Yeah, right now, they're still playing outside together..."

The two mothers would have a lot of topics when talking about their children, and Qiao Qing couldn't get in the way, so she just sat quietly and looked at the smile on Lan Qianyu's face, and she felt very relieved...

**

Upstairs, guest rooms.

Leng Ruobing brought a cup of warm water to Lei Zhenting, and said worriedly: "You have a cold, so don't pick up Lei Lie, let Zhao Jun go."

"If Lei Lie came alone, I won't pick him up. This time he came with Fei'er, I have to show my sincerity." Lei Zhenting was wearing a windbreaker, "Before Lei Lie ignored Fei'er, Mayfair was kidnapped by Austin, and the child was also lost. During this time, Mayfair has been depressed and closed herself in the Rose Villa. Now that she finally came out, she came here to visit Qianyu and the child again. How can you not pick her up?"

"That's true." Leng Ruobing nodded, "Then let me go, I can also represent sincerity."

"That won't work." Lei Zhenting immediately vetoed, "Qian Yu just gave birth and needs someone to take care of her. You have to stay at home with her."

"But you..."

"I'm fine, don't worry..." Lei Zhenting said with a smile, "I've been marching and leading troops for decades, why would I still be overwhelmed by a small cold?"

"Really okay?" Leng Ruobing frowned at him.

"If you are really worried, then go with me." Lei Zhenting held Ruobing's cold hand.

"I don't want it." Leng Ruobing immediately withdrew her hand, avoiding it unnaturally, "Go by yourself, bring a few more bodyguards, I, I'm going out first..."

"Ruobing!" Lei Zhenting hugged Leng Ruobing from behind, Leng Ruobing panicked, and hurriedly pushed him, "What are you doing? Let me go."

"Let me hug you, and I'll hug you." Lei Zhenting hugged Leng Ruobing tightly and refused to let go.

"Don't be like this, you are so old, you will be thrown to death if you are seen." Leng Ruobing pushed him with a red face, "Let go."

"It's because we are getting old that we should cherish the time in the future..." Lei Zhenting said sadly, "Ruobing, we are all getting old and our bodies are not as good as before. I don't know how long we can live. I don’t want to leave regrets in my life, so don’t reject me again, okay? In the future, let’s support each other and go on together.”

Hearing this sincere confession, Leng Ruobing couldn't help being moved, and didn't push him anymore. In fact, she also felt very tired after so many things happened. The older she gets, the worse her health is, the more she wants a companion...

During this period of time, she and Lei Zhenting have shared weal and woe, as if they have returned to their youth, and have a kind of inseparable care and concern for each other.

Lei Zhenting's affection for her is so obvious, everyone can see it, Lei Lie, Lan Qianyu, and Ye Yan are very supportive of them being together, it would be a lie to say that they have no heart, but every time they think of poor Shen Sanghai , Ruobing couldn't take that step...

"Ruobing..."

"Don't talk anymore." Leng Ruobing interrupted Lei Zhenting, and pushed him away resolutely, "Zhenting, you have been alone for more than 20 years, and you are only over 50 now, you can find another companion, I believe, Based on your conditions, there must be many women willing to marry you."

"What are you talking about?" Lei Zhenting was in a hurry, "You clearly know my feelings for you, how could I find another woman? I just want to be with you."

"Impossible." Leng Ruobing said firmly with red eyes, "I swore to myself that I would mourn for Song Hai, and it is impossible to be with other men in this life."

"Ruobing..."

"Stop talking." Leng Ruobing didn't give Lei Zhenting a chance to speak at all, "Qian Yu and Xiao Qianxue are still waiting for me to take care of them, I have to go down, we are all very old, don't let the children see jokes. Lei Lie's plane will arrive soon, you should leave early, I will ask Zhao Jun to accompany you."

Saying that, Leng Ruobing pushed open the door and walked out as if fleeing...

"Ruobing, I will wait for you, and keep waiting..."

Lei Zhenting said loudly from behind, Leng Ruobing still ran away without looking back, he looked at Leng Ruobing's back, his expression became very sad, he tried his best, just wanted to spend the rest of his life with Leng Ruobing, why? She just won't give him a chance?

He knew that she was still thinking about Shen Sanghai, after all, Shen Sanghai hadn't passed away for a long time, he could understand, and he was willing to wait, but why was she so unfeeling to him?

He was really sad...

**

Leng Ruobing was in a mess and didn't want others to find out, so she didn't go downstairs directly, but went back to her room. Thinking of what she said to Lei Zhenting just now, she felt a little guilty, but on second thought, since she decided not to If you are together, you should be decisive and keep your distance. Don't wait until you are entangled before mentioning separation, that is the most hurtful thing.

Thinking of this, Leng Ruobing sighed deeply, looked up at the photo of Chen Sanghai on the desk, tears could not help falling down, she picked up the photo of Chen Sanghai, stroked his face, cried and said: "Song Hai, Song Hai, tell me, what should I do?"

Leng Ruobing thought of poor Shen Sanghai. When he was young, he spent half of his life in a wheelchair in order to save her from becoming disabled. When he was old, he had to worry about his children. He never had a few days of peace of mind in his life, and finally died in his own life In the hands of my daughter, this life is full of infinite sadness. .

In fact, if you think about it from another angle, Shen Sanghai's tragic life began when he met her as cold as ice. If he hadn't met her, if he had only met an ordinary woman, maybe he would have lived an ordinary life and not There won't be so many ups and downs, such tribulations, let alone passing away so early...

Leng Ruobing owed him too much. .

He is gone now, and Leng Ruobing can no longer make up for him. In order to make her conscience feel better, she can only silently guard his spiritual seat until the day she dies. .

**

Lei Zhenting had a bad cold and took some medicine before going out. Zhao Jun accompanied him to the airport. When he got in the car, he saw that his complexion was not very good, so he asked worriedly: "Mr. Lei, your complexion is not very good, why don't you rest at home?" Come on, let me go."

"I'm fine, let's go." Lei Zhenting insisted on picking up the plane.

Zhao Jun couldn't say any more, so he got in the car and sat next to him, and let his followers drive.

Lei Zhenting put his hands on his forehead, closed his eyes, and rested his mind. He was still thinking about what Leng Ruobing said just now. He felt a dull pain in his heart, and his head also had a splitting headache. He thought, this was probably caused by poor spirits. yes...