Chapter 148 Natural Cold Weapon (10)
Even though he was drunk, he did not forget to chuckle at himself twice, and then his tone suddenly became extremely decadent and sad: "...but, that's not what I want...it's not what I want..."
"Shanhemeng... my parents... are gone... my parents didn't let me go to the army, I went there secretly... when I come back, they won't be there..."
What he said was upside down, and he kept repeating "Mountain and River Dream" and "Parents".
But Qin Zhi'ai, who was at a loss just now, completely understood what he meant.
Is he sad that he was forced to give up his dream because of his relatives? He is regretting that he has given up the dream he has always wanted to pursue, but his relatives will not come back after all, right?
The room was very silent, only Gu Yusheng's intermittent words kept floating out: "What I want is gone...I give up the dream I have already got, but my parents can't come back...I have nothing now, nothing. It's..."
Qin Zhi'ai's heart seemed to be grasped by something forcefully and twisted fiercely. The pain caused her to suffocate, and a soreness welled up in her eyes. She didn't know where the impulse came from, and suddenly stretched out her hand, He held his hand tightly, looked at him who was drunk, and said softly: "No, no, you have lost everything, you still have me..."
What Gu Yusheng muttered in his mouth suddenly stopped. Qingjun's eyebrows frowned fiercely, and then slowly began to relax. He thought he was dreaming, and hesitated for a while, with a bit of uncertainty. Retort: "And you?"
Hearing his voice, Qin Zhi'ai knew that he couldn't see it, but she still nodded lightly, and whispered with some certainty, "Yes, yes, and I..."
I don't know if it was Qin Zhi'ai's illusion, but she vaguely felt that the man's hand she was holding was slightly stiff.
The words in her mouth paused for a second, and then continued to speak, comforting him gently: "...you won't have nothing, even if you have nothing, and I..."
Before she could finish her words, the man lying on the bed with his eyes closed suddenly pulled her violently from nowhere, and pulled her down into his arms.
Qin Zhi'ai's body froze, and she instinctively wanted to break free, but he hugged her even tighter, and then pressed his chin against the top of her head, murmuring two words in a sleepy voice: "Don't move."
His tone, with a somewhat imperceptible request, made Qin Zhi'ai immediately compromise. She froze in his arms for a moment, and finally slowly stretched out her hand to hug him back.
She thought... only when he was drunk, would she dare to approach him so unscrupulously, treat him well, give him warmth and comfort, and release her original appearance in front of him, right?
But, Gu Yusheng...will you know?
I'm not trying to comfort you with Liang Doukou's identity.
Just like the time when I was hit by a car when I pushed you away without hesitation on the main road...
I have never used Liang Doukou's identity to treat you well.
I am treating you well with the identity of Qin Zhi'ai, who you have completely forgotten about.
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When Gu Yusheng woke up again, it was already noon the next day, the curtains were still open, the sun was shining on his face, his piercing eyes opened slightly and then closed again.