Chapter 315 Memories and Sleepless Nights

For the next two days, apart from eating, Zhen Xi basically lay in bed.

The manga fluttered all over the bed, he didn't feel it at all, every time he got out of bed, his feet would step on the book.

Seeing his son's state, his wife was even more worried, and asked Zhen Duo, but Zhen Duo had nothing to do.

Now that Zhen Xi has a knot in his heart, if he doesn't untie it, it may be difficult to cheer up.

Zhen Duo can help Zhen Xi to channel his thoughts, but he cannot help him overcome himself.

Therefore, it was more up to Zhen Xi to defeat him.

After dinner, Zhen Xi returned to the room again, his feet slipped suddenly, he staggered, almost fell down.

He lowered his head, it turned out that the plastic seal of a comic book was broken, the plastic seal was peeled off from the cover just now, and his feet were not firmly stepped on.

What a broken cartoon!

Zhen Xi raised his foot again, wanting to step on it, but saw a young man in ancient clothes holding Heizi between his fingers, looking at him intently.

He may not care about comics, but he is still reluctant to step on Go.

Feet fell slowly, Zhen Xi squatted down, picked up the cartoons on the ground one by one, then turned off the lights, and went to bed to rest.

For several days in a row, he has been lying on the bed, and the sleepiness has long since disappeared. He tossed and turned, unable to sleep at all, and his mind was full of images of losing to Park Yongtai.

Zhen Xi was restless, and finally sat up from the bed, turned on the bedside lamp, looked around, and saw the manga he just picked up

"Spirit of Chess"? I seem to have heard...

Zhen Xi took the first volume, flipped through a few pages, and then remembered that he had read this comic two years ago.

At that time, I thought this book was rubbish, but now it seems that it is another feeling.

If I also have Zuowei, I shouldn't lose to Park Yongtai, right? Sure enough, it's still more comfortable like this... You don't have to do anything, you can beat your annoying opponents all over the place.

Zhen Xi smiled wryly in his heart, and at the same time despised himself fiercely, he had no right to despise Xiaoguang at all.

Before he knew it, Zhen Xi finished reading the first volume, and found the second volume at random.

Xiaoguang is different from what he thought.

At first, he thought that Xiaoguang was just using Zuo Wei's strength to pretend to be a tiger... It turned out that Xiaoguang also wanted to play chess with his own strength.

But what's the use? In the face of absolute strength, his inner will was completely vulnerable. Didn't he still lose to Xiao Liang in the end?

There were more and more cartoons beside the pillow, and the story told by "Soul of Chess" was also taken into consideration by Zhen Xi.

The moment Xiaoguang entered the dojo, he seemed to see himself as a child.

At that time, he should be only five years old. He came to the dojo with his father. It was the first time he really came into contact with Go. He didn’t understand many things, but after a year, he was able to play against children who were four or five years older than him. , each other wins and loses, and in the second year, they are already better than some students.

Zhen Duo flipped through "Soul of Chess" page by page, and Xiaoguang's plot in the dojo overlapped with his experience.

Next, is the fixed-stage competition.

It was three or four years ago that Zhen Xi participated in the scheduled competition. Seeing this segment brought back his memories.

In every game of the scheduled match, the chess players are going all out, and every time they fight, they want to win the final victory.

However, there are winners and losers in the game. At that time, he was only about 12 years old, and he had no choice but to meet someone stronger than him. In the end, he became a professional chess player only by relying on three U13 places. .

Seeing Ochi hiding in the bathroom alone, knocking on the door of the cubicle over and over, recounting his mistakes over and over again, Zhen Xi's eyes were a little moist.

A few years ago, like Ochi, he was unwilling to lose to his opponent, and every time he lost a game, he had to replay the game with his father.

Since when did he change?

After becoming a professional chess player? Or realized that he is the youngest person in the chess academy? Or, the winning streak all along made him think that others are inferior to him?

I don't know, I can't remember.

Zhen Xi shook his head, found another comic, opened it and continued reading.

After Xiaoguang became a professional chess player,

Play chess with Shi Xingyang.

How could Xiaoguang beat Shi Xingyang?

Um? It's better to let Zuo Wei come and play... But in this situation, Zuo Wei can't show his strength at all... It is impossible to win Shi Xingyang...

It was not bad to let Zuo Wei and Shi Xingyang play chess online. Sure enough, Zuo Wei was better at chess and won the game.

Zuo Wei is a chess soul...he must be talented, hey, this game record is so familiar...By the way, Li Tao asked him about this chess game, haha, he seemed to have reprimanded Li Tao at that time.

Thinking about it now, it's really interesting.

Seeing this, he felt a little joy in his heart.

Finally, Zhen Xi turned to volume 15, Zuo Wei left Xiaoguang when Xiaoguang seemed to be sleeping but not sleeping.

The empty room, except for Xiaoguang, there is no one else.

This spread, like a heavy punch, hit his heart.

He understood Xiaoguang's feelings, after losing to Park Yongtai, he seemed to have lost something important in his heart.

Xiao Guang looked for Zuo Wei, and finally learned about Zuo Wei's past in the library of Qiyuan.

"I don't play chess anymore, I let Zuo Wei play all the chess... So, please let the time go back to the beginning, back to the time when Zuo Wei and I met!"

Xiaoguang looked up to the sky and shouted.

"Dad... I don't want to play chess anymore."

Zhen Xi suddenly remembered what she said a few days ago.

Although the state of mind is different, Zhen Xi knows that when he said this sentence, he and Xiaoguang felt exactly the same in their hearts, pain, reluctance, and unwillingness.

Xiaoguang really gave up Go and became an ordinary student again, trying to keep a distance from Go until Yijiao, who came back from District 11, came to Xiaoguang's house and played a game with Xiaoguang.

"I have no choice but to play chess because of Yijiao's career path. I only play this game. It should be fine, right? Zuo Wei, tell me, where have you been?"

Xiaoguang called Zuo Wei in his heart, and the black chess in his hand finally landed on the board.

The two are inseparable, but both have a feeling that the other has become stronger.

Xiaoguang's finger fell, and in a trance, an antique folding fan overlapped with his hand holding the go, pointing to the board.

In an instant, Xiaoguang's tears flowed out involuntarily, and fell on the chessboard——I finally found Zuowei, whom I couldn't find all the time...it turned out to be on this chessboard.

Zhen Xi bit her lip, unable to hold on any longer, tears welled up in her eyes.

He couldn't tell why the tears flowed, maybe it was because of the plot, maybe it was because of his depressed heart for such a long time, or maybe he didn't realize it until now, even if he said "I don't want to play chess", Deep in his heart, like Xiao Guang, he still loves Go deeply.

The crying started from scratch and gradually became louder.

He always thought that he was Shi Liang in "The Soul of Chess". He had been exposed to Go since he was a child, and he had been fascinated by Go. Like Shi Liang, he had an amazing father who was called a "genius" since he was a child. Becoming a professional chess player is the focus of everyone.

Only now did he realize that deep down in his heart, he was actually Jin Tengguang, a self-willed child who didn't know how to measure others. He was a little clever, but he liked temper, and at the same time, he deeply liked Go.

Jin Tengguang no longer plays chess because Zuo Wei is gone—he wants Zuo Wei to come back. And Zhen Xi didn't want to play chess because he didn't dare to face himself who failed, but he also wanted to bring back the self who was not afraid of anything.

That night, Zhen Xi didn't sleep, just flipped through "The Soul of Chess" over and over again.

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