One Thousand and Forty-Eight You Are Playing with Fire (I)
Ye Yan froze and breathed a lot heavier, "Why are you jealous of her? Jealous... that she has Xiang Muyang's child?"
Often the truth is told while drunk. br>
If Shu Nian was really jealous of this, Ye Yan didn't know if he could bear it. Is it true that she doesn’t want a divorce at all in her heart?
"My mother abandoned me and my father, but she tried her best to please Ning Meng... She made chicken soup for her, peeled fruits for her, took care of her, and endured her eyes..."
"My mother doesn't want me anymore, but she works so hard to become Ning Meng's mother..."
Speaking of this, Shu Nian was so overcome with grief that he was so choked up that he couldn't say another word. Just like a child who had been greatly wronged, he lay on Yeyan's shoulder and cried bitterly. Ye Yan didn't leave anymore, he just stood there, carrying her and letting her cry.
Her cries, sad and desolate, twisted Ye Yan's heart every time.
I don't know how long she cried. She seemed to be tired and finally stopped crying. Lying quietly on his shoulder, your breathing slowly calmed down.
"Shun Nian..." Ye Yan called her softly, with a sense of depression in his voice.
"Huh?" There was a bit of tiredness in the single-syllable word.
Ye Yan raised his eyes and looked at the quiet night scene in front of him with far-reaching eyes, "Since you care about her so much, why don't you try to talk to her. Maybe... you can still forgive her."
Shu Nian was silent for a moment, and then slowly shook his head, "I don't know. I don't know if I can forgive her in the future, but at least, I can't do it now..."
Ye Yan carried her forward, step by step, "...Are you always so rational and clear about love and hate towards everyone?"
"..." Shu Nian remained silent.
"If it were me..." Ye Yan's voice became more serious, "Shun Nian, if one day you find out that I have hurt you... will you forgive me?"
On his back, Shu Nian hugged his hand and paused for a moment. She seemed to wake up a little, "Have you ever hurt me?"
"...I mean if."
Shu Nian was silent for a moment, then suddenly opened his lips and bit Ye Yan's neck. Biting her tears until tears flowed from her eyes again, she choked: "If it is true, you can't let me know... Ye Yan, if you can, never let me know..."
The more you trust someone,
The hurt hurts more.
She would rather be kept in the dark forever.
Ye Yan was filled with bitterness and guilt, and the past was like a heavy shackle, clasping around his neck and strangling his throat. After a long time, he nodded and whispered: "Okay, I won't let you know. I will never let you know..."
This sound was so soft that only he could hear it.
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When he got home, Ye Yan found that Shu Nian had fallen asleep.
There were still tears hanging from the corners of his eyes. After crying downstairs just now, his eyes were as swollen as walnuts. However, the depression in my heart was obviously released a lot, and the gloom that had been gathering between my eyebrows all day was now much dispersed.
Ye Yan put her on the big bed, gently stroked the gauze between her forehead with his long fingers, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and then pulled the quilt to cover her.
Then, he took the clothes from the cupboard and walked to the bathroom.
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Shu Nian woke up after barely sleeping for a few minutes in bed, feeling uncomfortable all over his body. If I don't take a shower on such a day, I can't sleep at all. She got up from the bed in a daze, feeling that the whole world was spinning and her head was buzzing.
Stumbling, holding on to the wall to find the bathroom. In fact, at this moment, she couldn't figure out the direction at all. She didn't know where the bathroom was, where the kitchen was, and she didn't even know where she was at the moment. But when I heard the sound of water, I was smart enough to follow the sound and look in.
Shu Nian pushed open the bathroom door and staggered in.
Ye Yan was taking a bath inside through the glass. The hot water was thick and the glass was full of water vapor. Looking from the direction of Shu Nian, he could only see a vague figure.
Hearing the movement, Ye Yan subconsciously looked out and saw Shu Nian, stroking his forehead.
Why did she get up?
and……
She actually walked over to the shower where he was taking a bath!
"Shun Nian, stand there, don't move!" Ye Yan pulled the towel around himself with one hand and opened the glass door with the other. He frowned and looked at the ground, "There is water everywhere, don't move!"
She was now barefoot and drunk. She couldn't even stand firmly, let alone walk properly. If you are not careful, you will fall into the bathroom.
However, how could Shu Nian listen at this moment? She staggered towards him. Ye Yan had no choice but to step out and hug her.
"Aren't you asleep? Why are you awake?" Looking at her innocent look, his tone was filled with helplessness and doting.
"I want to take a shower..." Shu Nian leaned against him, confused, but his hands were already unbuttoning his shirt. Two of them were untied at once, half of her snow-white breasts were exposed, and the seductive deep groove was faintly visible.
Ye Yan's breathing became heavier and he clasped her hand, "Shun Nian, wake up."
Shu Nian slowly stood up straight and looked at Ye Yan with narrowed eyes. Looking down from his naked body, he saw the bath towel he was wrapped in. She seemed to be unhappy, and pushed his hand away from her, looking charming and angry, "If you wash it, I will wash it too..."
She walked unsteadily to the shower room. Ye Yan wanted to help her, but she pushed his hand. At this moment, she lost her footing and fell backwards.
Ye Yan's heart tightened and he hugged her. His body spun in a circle and he fell heavily to the ground first. Shu Nian was on top of him.
This fall was really heavy. If she wasn't young and strong, she would have been hurt. Shu Nian had no idea how dangerous it was just now. She just lay on Ye Yan, her slightly open eyes covered with a faint layer of ignorance and innocence. She looked at Ye Yan steadily, without blinking.
"What are you looking at?" Ye Yan inserted his five fingers into her hair and tidied her messy hair to the back. A heart was melted by her eyes. This little woman is simply the nemesis of his young master Ye.
"... You are very beautiful."
Ye Yan smiled, "Where is beautiful?"
Her naive look was really cute. Ye Yan felt that if he just held her like this and slept on the ground for a night, he would be willing.
"It looks good here..." Shu Nian's slender white fingers slid gently from his forehead to his eyes, "It looks good here too."
Slowly, slid to the tip of his nose, "It still looks good here..."
Her actions were obviously very pure, without any lust or temptation. However, Ye Yan suddenly took a deep breath, and felt that the finger was like a magic, burning him with flames.
Finally...
Her finger paused on his sexy thin lips.