Chapter 1062: Can’t Love Anymore
"You always think about others, but have you ever thought about yourself?"
"Obviously your heart is bleeding too!"
"Xia Junyuan, have you lived your whole life for others? You do everything you can to your family, your lover, and your patients, but what about yourself?"
Shen Jiayi lay down beside the hospital bed, her eyes blurred by tears. She couldn't see his face clearly, "Two days ago, I accepted the bracelet your brother gave me. I planned to find a suitable opportunity to break up with you. It’s not that you can’t hold a scalpel anymore, or that you won’t be able to do it in the future, but that I am no longer worthy of you.”
"Xia Junyuan, you are so good. To me, you are like the stars in the sky, able to illuminate everyone, but I can't take you as my own."
"We will still be friends in the future. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have made things worse for you at this time."
Jun Yuan looked at Shen Jiayi who was crying so much that she couldn't help herself, "I will have a good time with my senior brother from now on."
Shen Jiayi lowered her eyes, then raised her eyes again to look at Jun Yuan for a while, and asked in a hoarse voice, "You have never loved me, have you?"
Jun Yuan pursed his lower lip slightly and said, "Jiayi, there is no need to pursue these matters anymore."
Shen Jiayi sneered while trembling her eyelashes. Everyone says that Dr. Xia is the doctor with the best temper. You will be extremely happy if you are with him. But who knows how cold-blooded his heart is. He may be kind to you, but he is too stingy to give you any love.
Shen Jiayi wonders who can capture his heart in the future? If she could be loved by him, that woman would be extremely happy!
If she could feel a trace of his love in this relationship, she would not betray him.
But, he doesn't love her.
But in love, what's wrong with not loving someone?
He just hasn't met the woman who makes his heart beat!
Shen Jiayi wiped away her tears and stood up, "I hope you can recover soon. Nowadays, medical technology is advanced. Even if the fatal place is injured, it is not 100% incurable."
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After Shen Jiayi left, Xia Yanran walked into the ward.
The faint light fell on Jun Yuan's face, and his expression looked a little obscure and lonely.
Xia Yanran's breathing became tense, and she moved to the bedside step by step.
Jun Yuan was so seriously injured. Apart from Xiao Yi or his enemies, she really couldn't think of anyone who could be so cruel!
Xia Yanran called Xiao Yi outside before, but he turned off his phone. When he left in the morning he said he was going to Hong Kong, probably on a plane.
Xia Yanran bit her lip tightly, losing the courage to cry, like a criminal who had committed a heinous crime and was waiting to be judged.
Jun Yuan felt someone coming in. He suppressed the emotions deep in his eyes and slowly turned his head to look at Xia Yanran beside the hospital bed.
The brother and sister looked at each other, and Xia Yanran's legs went weak. She lay down beside the hospital bed and said with trembling lips, "Brother, is your injury like this related to Xiao Yi?"
Jun Yuan looked at Xia Yanran's eyes that were so red that they looked like they were about to bleed. He closed his eyes and spoke slowly, "I was very angry when I saw him sending you back that morning. I knew you wouldn't take the initiative to pester him again. I want to talk to him."
"I have been guarding the door of the newspaper office for two days. I saw his car coming out last night and followed his car all the way to the clubhouse."
"He was in the box, and I didn't see his people. It was two of his men who did it. He probably didn't know about it."
Jun Yuan looked at Xia Yanran, whose eyelashes were trembling violently. He sighed slightly, "Yanran, I said that I would take good care of you and Tangtang. My brother didn't want to ruin the relationship between you and Xiao Yi. I once convinced myself that , let you pursue happiness.”
"But Xiao Yi's background is too dark and complicated. When you are with him, you are in many dangers and precarious. My brother will be worried and scared. If my family Yanran is injured one day, how can my brother be worthy of his dead parents?"
"Back then, you sold yourself to Xiao Yi for your brother, which caused a lifetime of hurt and pain in my brother's heart. My brother was useless, so he let his sister suffer like that. In this life, even if my brother lost his life for you, my brother No regrets."
"Yanran, my brother's original intention is just to hope that you and Tangtang are safe and happy. If Xiao Yi is just an ordinary person, even if he has no money or power, my brother will not object. Do you understand?"
Xia Yanran held Jun Yuan's scarred hand, and rubbed her little face against his hand. Her heart throbbed in pain, and the pain became unbearable. Tears flowed out, and she choked, "I understand, I understand everything." .Brother is the best brother in the world. You didn't feel sorry for me, it was me who felt sorry for you. I hurt you once and I hurt you again."
Xia Yanran raised her head, her tear-stained eyelashes were thin and trembling. For her love, her brother became scarred beyond recognition.
When they were young, they were expelled from the Xia family, and her brother took care of her and Tangtang alone. He worked numerous jobs while going to school, and only slept for two or three hours every night. He was never willing to buy himself a new piece of clothing, and his school uniforms were washed. Even though she was still wearing it, she couldn't bear to eat delicious food, so she gave it all to her and her sister.
He is good-looking and is a favorite in school. There are countless girls who like him, but he never pays attention to any girl. All his thoughts are on his studies and his two younger sisters.
His mother died of illness and no doctor could save her at that time. His dream since childhood was to become a top doctor. It can overcome medical difficulties, heal the wounded and rescue the dying, and save more lives.
But because of her love, he regretted everything in his life!
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Xia Yanran sold her shares in the newspaper and resigned from her job as editor-in-chief.
For several days, she took care of Jun Yuan in the hospital.
Although Jun Yuan was in a normal mood in front of her, sometimes in the middle of the night, Xia Yanran would quietly look at him. He was still awake and looking out the window blankly.
Xia Yanran knew very well what he was carrying in his heart.
Xiao Yi called her several times, but Xia Yanran didn't answer, and she never responded to the messages he sent.
If a love resulted in lifelong harm to her brother, she would rather never have loved him.
That evening, Xia Yanran went back to her apartment to get her things. As soon as she reached the unit door, a dazzling car light shone in her direction.
Xia Yanran raised her hand to block the light. Instead of turning off its lights, the car was driving towards her at a galloping speed.
He stopped when he was still a few centimeters away from her.
Xia Yanran was startled for a moment, and then she saw the car door being opened, and a tall figure walked out of the car.
With a somewhat powerful and dark aura.
Looking at Xiao Yi striding towards her, Xia Yanran's eyes narrowed slightly.
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