Chapter 500
The second thing happened when I was seventeen years old.
During that time, my aunt actually stayed with me for a long time, but she spent a lot of time urging me to practice.
She said, if I don't work hard, I will die.
I am different from others.
I can cultivate immortality.
Brother Xia Shu said that in this world, those who can still cultivate immortality are the lucky ones favored by God.
My aunt exposed Brother Xia Shu on the spot and said that Brother Xia Shu was talking nonsense. It was obviously her who fed me the Xuanling Fruit so that I could become an immortal.
I don’t know what Xuanling Fruit is, but every once in a while, my aunt will give me a fruit to eat. That kind of fruit doesn't look good, is very sour, and isn't very tasty. The good thing is that every time I eat it, I feel more spiritual energy in my body.
I actually don't want to practice immortality, but in order to make my aunt happy, and to let Jingzhi dominate my aunt, I still practice it seriously.
I always knew that my aunt was very capable, but on the day I passed the tribulation, I realized that my aunt was much more capable than I imagined.
That was probably the day I remember most clearly in my life.
There were three days left before my eighteenth birthday, but when I was meditating that evening, the spiritual power in my body suddenly felt a little out of control.
Before I could figure out what was going on, there was a rumble of thunder in my ears. The thunder seemed to be hitting my ears, very clear.
I felt like I was not sitting in a safe house, but under countless thunder and lightning flashes.
Later, I heard someone say that the scene at that time was indeed like this. Where I was, there were dense thunder and lightning, and snakes flashed in the sky.
When thunder and lightning struck, I heard my aunt's voice, as simple and indifferent as ever.
"If you can't survive it, you'll die."
This is not the first time she has said this to me. I couldn't understand the power of this sentence before, but now, I understand.
If I can't survive it, I will really die.
But I don't want to die.
I want to live.
I don’t even know what kind of thoughts I relied on to hold on until the elixir formation was successful.
However, my aunt told me that pill formation has just begun. What I will experience later will be thousands of times more dangerous than now. If I am not prepared, it will end here and there is no need to move forward.
"Auntie, do you practice immortality?" I asked her. I have never seen my aunt practice, but I think she is very powerful.
The aunt held Jing Zhi's hand, with a faint smile on her face, and her eyes gradually became rippled, "The lifespan of a cultivator is very long. I don't want to live that long. I just want to live until the end of his life."
Somehow this sentence seems to be burned into the back of my mind.
Many years later, I have heard countless love words and have close lovers, but I still think these words from my aunt are the most affectionate.
——I just want to live until the end of his life.
Chapter 608 Xia Shu Extra (End)
Xia Shu was born in a scholarly family. It is said that his ancestors once practiced immortality, and some of his ancestors have successfully ascended to heaven.
His father was a soldier and did not believe this, and later died in battle.
So grandpa designated him as the successor of the family culture.
For as long as he could remember, he had read books that he couldn't understand at all.
His grandfather could not fully understand the above things, so it was even more difficult to pass it on to him. In the end, he only learned some written theories.
Later, when the apocalypse came, his grandfather was killed by his zombie-turned-mother, and he embarked on his own journey into the dangerous and unknown apocalypse.
From being scared at the beginning, he gradually accepted it, became calm and collected, and could expertly chop off the heads of zombies when faced with them.
Later he met Jing Zhi and Zhu Feng.
At that time, the two people were chased by a group of zombies. There were only two of them, but they easily got rid of the zombies.
Strong men are always respected, so Xia Shu chose to join them.
At first, he thought Zhu Feng was a very stable person. After all, he seemed to be the kind of person who gave people a sense of security.
However, after getting along with them, I realized that Zhu Feng was mentally retarded.
But I don't know why, but I think he's a little silly, and I feel better every time I see him deflated.
Xia Shu didn't know there was a problem with his sexual orientation at first.
He discovered he had issues with his sexual orientation when he was in high school.
The high schools at that time were all dormitories, and the boy lived in the bunk below him, and we usually had a good relationship with him.
One night it rained heavily, and his bunk faced the window. As a result, the window was broken and could not be closed at all.
Rain and cold wind poured into it, making it impossible for him to sleep.
I asked the dormitory supervisor to come to the teacher, but the dormitory supervisor said it was too late and asked him to squeeze in with others. He would have someone come to fix it tomorrow.
He naturally chose the boy with whom he had a good relationship.
The single bed was not wide to begin with, and the two big boys were squeezed together, with almost no room to turn over, so their bodies would inevitably come into contact.
As Xia Shu slept in a daze, he felt someone touching him. He didn't know if he had caught the cold wind on the upper bunk. His mind was groggy and his eyelids were so heavy that he couldn't open them at all.
But he heard someone panting in his ear, and warm breath hit his cheek.
Someone was touching his body, all the way down his chest, and holding his little guy who had become hard at some point.
He couldn't remember the rest of Xia Shu clearly. When he woke up the next day, his body was a little weak and he had no other symptoms.
Something was strange. He suspected that he was sick and didn't dare to tell the boy.
But that boy has been kinder to him since that day, and the relationship between the two has become closer. They will hang out and study together. In the eyes of others, they are close friends.
But in the next semester, the boy transferred to another school for reasons he didn't know. In the end, he only received a belated letter of confession from the boy from a distant city.
It was also at that time that he suddenly understood that his sexual orientation might be a little different.
He was also confused during that time and looked up some information about this type of thing on the Internet. At that time, the acceptance of homosexuality in China was very low. Generally, this kind of situation would be considered to be sick.
He sometimes thought of the boy, and the vague impressions in his heart gradually became clearer. Later, he tried to contact the boy, but the letters he sent fell into the sea with no response.
That was probably his first love that ended in vain.
He finished high school in a daze and entered college.
There were fewer girls in the university he attended, so there were more homosexuals there, and the views on homosexuality were slowly changing at that time.
There were also people who chased him, but he had no feelings for those people and rejected them one after another.
He remembered that when he was in college, some people said that he was some kind of abstinent male god.
Later, when he met Jing Zhi, he realized that his own personality was completely inadequate in front of Jing Zhi.
He didn't like Zhu Feng very much at first, after all, he was too stupid.
But later he discovered that being stupid also has its advantages. At least in the end of the world, he can still live happily.
With Zhu Feng, he always felt that he was not in the end of the world.
Especially when Jingxi returned to the team, this idiot kept asking him every day to talk about how Jingxi was doing and whether Jingzhi would be cheated.
Xia Shu wanted to slap him to death.
How could someone as smart as Jing Zhi be deceived? Only a mentally retarded person like him would be deceived!
When they were in Ping County, Jing Zhi and Jing Xi woke him up to keep watch. Xia Shu saw that Zhu Feng was about to roll to the garbage pile nearby, so he wanted to move him.
Who knew that this idiot would suddenly wake up, so Xia Shu had to stand up and prepare to leave as if nothing happened.
Zhu Feng also stood up after him. He stepped on something unknown and his body suddenly rushed towards him.
His teeth collided with Xia Shu's lips, and he immediately felt the smell of blood. The talk about falling down and having a romantic kiss on TV was nonsense.
Zhu Feng stared at him with his lips still pressed against his. Probably because he was so sleepy, he actually stuck out his tongue and kissed him.
Xia Shu felt that if he didn't do anything, he would be a beast.
So he kissed Zhu Feng forcefully and injured his mouth afterwards, making Zhu Feng successfully forget that he had kissed him and feel deeply guilty.
Later Zhu Feng said that he was scheming.
He smiled and told him, "If I hadn't been scheming, would you be lying under me now?"
Since that time, Zhu Feng became more and more awkward, looking at Xia Shu with very troubled eyes.
When they were at Yaoguang Base, Xia Shu could only share a room with Zhu Feng due to room problems.
What's even more coincidental is that the room only has one bed.
The weather was very hot at that time, so he had no clothes on after entering the room, only wearing a pair of underpants. The idiot opened the door and came in. When he saw that he was only wearing underpants, he walked out again.
At night, he took a long time to come in and said, "Well, you sleep on the bed and I sleep on the floor, haha, it's cool."
Xia Shu lay on the bed without making a sound, waiting for the idiot to climb up on his own.