Chapter 1611: Not Afraid of Death, but Afraid of the Pain Before Death

Perhaps on a certain snowy day, she would close her eyes forever like her mother and never wake up again.

He Xiyan had never thought about the word death before, but now she often thought about what her closest relatives would do if she really left.

During those few days in the hospital, she saw many patients with advanced diabetes. Some of them had severe liver and kidney diseases, renal failure, and uremia; some had coronary heart disease, heart failure, and even limbs. Swelling, skin ulceration. She still felt frightened when she thought about that look.

She was not afraid of death, but she was afraid of suffering from these illnesses before she died.

The snow was falling heavier and heavier. He Xiyan lay on the recliner and quietly watched the snowflakes falling. She didn't know how long she had been watching, until her cell phone ringing beside her.

It was the sound of a message prompt, a voice message from her husband Ye Hao.

"Is your blood sugar normal today?"

Ye Hao asks this same question almost every day.

He Xiyan replied lightly, "Fortunately, it's not too high."

"Take care of yourself. I'll be back in two days. Yu Mo is very obedient and his grades are among the best in school. You don't have to worry." Another voice message came over.

He Xiyan smiled knowingly. Nothing makes her happier now than that her children can live well.

"Ye Hao, tell Yu Mo that I miss him very much." He Xiyan sent a text message.

For this little son, she has loved him since childhood and watched him grow up.

After a while, He Xiyan's cell phone rang again, and what came back was a starry-eyed expression, and something that He Xiyan couldn't help but want to laugh at.

"I miss you!"

It was so sweet that He Xiyan didn't know what to say back.

We are an old married couple, so I’m actually quite embarrassed to say such things.

"Take care of yourself, get more rest, and don't worry about it." Then Ye Hao sent another message.

He Xiyan said "Okay"

In fact, she doesn't have anything to worry about now. Mo Ling got married, and Xixi also got a new boyfriend. She has many children and grandchildren, lives a prosperous life, and never has to worry about money.

In the eyes of outsiders, maybe she is a very happy woman.

It's evening time.

He Xiyan left the balcony and went to the large restaurant on the first floor.

Because of her illness, the chefs at home had to prepare separate meals for her every meal. She could not eat much food, and most of the time she ate some vegetables.

A small bowl of white rice, stir-fried shrimps and cucumbers, tofu in chicken soup, and three pieces of short ribs.

Ye Hao specially hired a chef to be responsible for her own diet. The chef had received special training for this purpose, so he knew what she could and couldn't eat.

In order to take care of her appetite, the chef formulated weekly recipes and cooked them according to the recipes.

He Xiyan sat on the left side of the dining table, opposite her daughter Ye Zixi and grandson Ye Fan.

The servants of the house did not eat with them.

"Mom, I want to eat grandma's food." Suddenly, Fanfan got off the chair and walked around to grandma's side.

Xixi shook her head at her son.

But He Xiyan smiled and said, "It's okay, just let him eat."

Fanfan put a few shrimps into his bowl and ate them happily.

"By the way, Xixi, how is your relationship with that...Ziye? Is he treating you well?" He Xiyan remembered that she hadn't seen that boy for a while.

"Mom, you don't have to worry about this."