Chapter Ninety-Seven: My Own Way
"Then you want to obey your blood and kill each other?"
Facing Gui's stern expression on the questions that seemed to be difficult to answer, she didn't seem to care much, and she still had a smiling expression, and she didn't seem to be overwhelmed by the question at all.
"I don't want to~"
She answered very easily.
He didn't think about any troublesome things, just obeyed what he was thinking now, and did what he wanted to do, answering Gui's question.
Maybe this is the right thing to do?
What Kagura said made sense, and Gui pondered for a while. After a long time, he also showed the same smile as Kagura.
"Big Sister!! Please let me follow you in the future!!!"
In any case, this person has wonderful magical powers, as if he was guided by her, he suddenly knew how to act, and it seemed that he suddenly understood Tatsuma Sakamoto. It may be difficult to change suddenly, but change slowly from now on. There are so many things I want to do, and it’s good to make my mind simple, just like Kagura and Sakamoto Tatsuma, find a way to make yourself comfortable.
Maybe I have been with Takasugi who is full of vengeance for too long, and I have been subtly affected. It doesn't mean that I don't have vengeance, but it's just that my heart is filled with such emotions, and it's not certain that people will break down.
During the time spent with Sakamoto Tatsuma and the others, Gui realized that he had begun to take on their colors again.
Maybe he is such a vacillating person, always easily influenced by the people around him, but Gui has no regrets—he thinks of Xixiang again, where he is now, and what he is doing.
He believed that Xixiang was still active in the dark, supporting him. Gui can still skillfully use the skills he learned from him.
That person is like his father, and like Teacher Songyang, he is the one who brings him light and is an excellent teacher.
I, who is easily stained with other people's colors, will retain everyone's colors in the end? If so please let me incorporate all their colors.
Kagura's ability to accept is also obviously different from ordinary people. She was not frightened by Gui's sudden change of tone and yelled at all. Instead, she was complacent because Gui recovered her spirit and immediately accepted this setting.
She giggled, showing her big white teeth, got up from the ground and jumped onto the bed.
Due to the elasticity of the bed, it took her a long time to stand still. After standing still, she immediately put her hands on her hips, put on the sunglasses she found from nowhere, and put them on, like a little adult.
"Then Gui you will be my little brother from today on, Alu!"
"Yes! From now on, I will do whatever the eldest sister says! Come and eat delicious food!"
Guibi made a V-shaped hand, and immediately followed her to answer the words. He entered the role so quickly that he was startled. Elizabeth promptly handed Gui a delicious stick, and Gui handed the delicious stick to Kagura.
Kagura pushed the sunglasses that had slid down a bit, passed two critical glances at Gui, and then slapped his V-shaped hand away. "This is such an old-fashioned posture. At this time, you should at least kneel down and kowtow to Alu, but I forgive you for the sake of delicious food."
After all, a shadow of a hand flashed by, and before Gui realized what happened, Kagura had already unwrapped the delicious stick with great relish and began to gnaw on it with relish.
Sure enough, he still looks like a child, Gui smiled wryly in his heart, watched Kagura sit down on the bed, and couldn't help but remind him.
"Big sister, you... went to bed without taking off your shoes."
"Ah, it seems so..."
Kagura looked at the crossed legs belatedly, and muttered such a sentence in a low voice. After realizing that he really didn't take off his shoes, he held a delicious stick in his mouth, and turned his head away as if he hadn't seen anything.
"Don't care about such insignificant details, Aru!"
Kagura yelled solemnly, but her feet had already come off the bed.
Gui just pretended not to see it, and passed a delicious stick from Elizabeth's hand.
Now that I have decided to relax and become a container that can be filled with various colors, I must make myself bigger, expand my state of mind, and become able to integrate into everything.
Although I still don't know if this is the right answer, but it is at least a good direction. If so, we should go forward. must, firmly...
I have never, never taken such a thing seriously.
All along, Gui seems to be a very independent person, a person who falters after others.
It's like never having a clue.
When he was still a child, he followed Mr. Songyang to study and played behind Gao Shan.
After Songyang's accident, he followed Takasugi and Yinshi on the road to fight against barbarians. He seemed to be always one step behind everyone.
Even Gui, whose strength is also judged as weak, always thinks that there will always be something he can do, and even if he doesn't have it now, he will definitely be able to find it in the future.
But one's own path needs to be walked by oneself, and until now Gui has not been able to find the path he should walk. I have always just walked on the road of others and been led by others.
Now it's like learning to walk again. But it definitely doesn't matter, now that they have found their way, it doesn't matter if it's so late, Gui wants to be a person who can tolerate all their colors.
They are a group of people with bright colors and outstanding personalities, no matter what kind they are, they are the existences that Gui wants to cherish.
It's not imitating any of the 4 people, it's just my own path.
Be a gentle person and a glass bottle that can accommodate them. It doesn't matter if you don't have any color anymore, as long as your body reflects their color, that's enough.
In the end, Gui chose a path that belonged to him. The person who chooses the path is himself after all, and the person who chooses whether to continue walking can only be himself.
No matter what kind of brilliance the future holds, only those who choose a certain path can see the brilliance that belongs to them. ..